Why Am I Still Here?

Day 1

Why Am I Still Here?

I wish I'm not here anymore.

Listening to the ocean waves, typing how life sucks for me. It kills me inside. Stabs my heart many times.

I want to escape. But how?

It feels like, I'm the only person alive in this world.

The silence makes me feel that I'm deaf.

The darkness makes me feel that I'm blind.

I can't shout and it makes me feel that I'm mute.

But finally I can hear a voice. It says, "Do you want to escape?" and he laughed like a crazy man.

I want, but his laugh is not trustworthy.

But, he said "escape"

I've been asking myself for the past few days on how am I going to escape.

Is this the answer?

Or not?

Maybe yes?