Recovering

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I ran into an old friend today
One that took the pain away
Who left so long ago
Their face will never show

The one who left so many scars
On my broken heart
That brought me down
And tore me apart 

You thought of a person
But I tell you it is not
It's my old razor
I had given in some thought

I looked at it in amaze
Not seeing a single stain
As the blood has gone
All im left with is the scars

The thoughts get stronger
To much power
But now lets have some fun
The deed will be done

You thought of a cut
I tell you not
I'm throwing it away
No more hurt, No more pain

As I throw it out
I come in to find this
A simple little note
Two months ago

It told me to stop
No more cuts, or lies
Just stick to the simple 
Just say "I'm fine"

Now I'm here today
As happy as can be
A smile upon my face 
For everyone to see

The pain in my eyes still there
As fresh as the morning air
But then the note goes on
Telling me to be strong

There are days where you cry
And there are days were smiles will appear
Where a lesson learned once wild
Beauty is only very so fragile

This brought a tear to my eye
For it was the final good-bye
The girl I once was
Is now fully gone

Tears of joy and some of pain
For all the memories 
Some were mostly plain
But hey they were slain

I say good-bye to my razor
And turn the other cheek
Nothing more to seek
I am done

It is gone for good
Nothing more to be done
Except face the fact
That the hard part just begun..

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