Life has kind of slowed down since everything has started. The man who kidnapped me has still not been caught, but I feel safe surrounded by these people. It has been about 10 months since we have moved and next week is my 19th birthday. About 3 months ago Chris turned 20 and 6 months ago Lukas turned 21. I have decided that I love chris and I was ready for him to take my virginity. I feel so awkward thinking about this but it has to happen sooner or later. Chris leaves for work and Lukas goes to collage. I call for Savannah to come down stairs. I hug her and say "I think its time for me a Chris to go to the next level." Savannah squeals and says "FINALLY!" I get worried and ask "why are you so obsessed with my sex life." She smiles and just skips off outside to her car to go to work. I finish cleaning the living room and get ready to walk to work. I step outside and lock the door, then continue on my way. Halfway there I get to town and stop at the dollar store to get a notepad and some pens. While I walk in the store a man runs into me and everything slows down as I look into the eyes of the man who kidnapped me. I just turn my head and walk faster into the store trying to remain calm. He stares at me and smiles, he then looks down and walks away. Inside my head all I can think is "what do I do now? " "what if he is out there waiting and he follows me to work?" I know I can't go home. I think of calling chris but he's busy. I think savannah is just a block down the road. I think about it but I get iffy. Even if I do make it there what are we going to do? I just stand by the pens and grab some. I go to the register and cash out. I look out the doors back and forth.
