Two Loves

What's Wrong With Me?

I was just laying there watching Rain and Ty'kia sing. How beautiful it was. They brought me so much happiness, I'm not gay I can't be. I've always liked boys. This feeling tho is obviously more than friends. I don't know how to act on it. Am I even supposed to act on it. I know Ty'kia isn't gay. I think at least we've tales about before when one of our other friends came out. She said she had nothing against gay people just she wasn't like that. I'm not either. Wasn't. Ugh I don't know anymore. God there both so beautiful. I love Rain's lips. I've never noticed how beautiful they are. What am I thinking. What's wrong with me? I mean I guess I've kinda had feelings for them, but I thought it was just like really close friends.
T- God I'm starving, can I have some chips
I was zoning out that didn't even acknowledge that she was talking to me. I come back to reality when I get sat on and pillows thrown at me.
D-what!?
T-I asked for some food pay attention
R-yeah this is serious we're talking about food
D-oh yeah there's some in the pantry I'll go get it
R- I'll come to I have to get a drink
T-well now I'm coming to because I don't want to be hear myself and I have to pee
We make our way down stairs to the kitchen. We see what time it is on the stove. It read 1:32 am. I was surprised we stayed up this late. Yes on an actual weekend it would be normal, but we went to school today so we were up at 5. We get the food and drinks and bathroom and head back up to my room.
R-what do we want to do now
T-I'm tired of watching movies lets just talk
R-do you hear about Mr. Morgan and his wife got divorced because he slept with a student
T-god I wished it was me
R&D- eww Ty'kia
T- what he's hot
It's weird but I get a sudden rage of jealousy. I keep my mouth shut tho. I kinda zone out and just stare at them. I throw in a couple yeahs and head nods. I just keep think of how much I love them. Both of them. How is this even possible.
T-let's play truth or dare
I reply ok not fully paying attention
R-I want to start ok Delaney truth or dare
I love the way she says my name. It's the only thing that made me come back from my own thoughts. It sounded so angelic. How could someone say a name with such grace yet so sexually arousing. I say truth she asks me who am I crushing on.
D-well.....uh....you see
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CLIFFHANGER!!!!!
Ok so this is the Larry smut writer and is in my pov. it's my first gxg fic. It will be both smut and fluff it just depends where we are at in the story. What do you think will happen next~D