taste the pain - nct angst ff

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"this is not me.. w-who really am i?.."

you screamed as you were woken up from your hallucination. you cried so hard, and cannot control yourself. "dear god, i just fucking killed my brother ! this is not real this is not real this is not real" you kept repeating, your pupils were getting smaller, your eyes were red from all of the tears. you couldn't control it at all. you finally stopped after a fucking hour. you stood up and carried jisung's body. you walked through the dark hallway. the only thing that was heard was your sobs and cries. your legs trembling and still cannot hold your tears. you walked into the nurse's room, placing jisung on the bed. you kneeled down and cried again. "i'm sorry for being a bad sister.. i'm so sorry..." you sobbed, it was too hurtful to see your own brother died. still cannot believe it. you killed him. your own little brother you raised since a child. you could remember the face of your parents when he was found after 3 years. you smiled at the thought. you thought, what if they know i killed him? they lost him forever. it's my fault, it's all my fault.

"y/n ?" you heard a voice behind you. you looked back and saw renjun and mark. "o-oh ! h-hey.." you smiled awkwardly at them. "why are you bloody? wait is that jisung? dead?" mark said, widening his eyes. your lips were shaking. "y-yes.. i found him dead when i woke up.." it was a lie. "ah.. i'm sorry it had to happen, you wanna join us? with renjun?" "sure, i would love to." you said as you turned to renjun you felt a strong jolt vibrates your body. you were having goosebumps all of a sudden.

"bloody hell, where are we supposed to go now?!" johnny yelled in frustration as he went to the same hallway again. "we lost y/n, fuck. we're gonna die in here." doyoung cursed, groaning as he leans against the wall. "who even brings us here? what the fuck." johnny groaned again.

"it was me."

both johnny and doyoung turned around. it was the new kid, winwin. "wait aren't you-" "listen to me, i am not a human." he said. "i'm a spirit, i'm stuck here. i just want to say that there's a way out. but it's way too impossible. they always change the exit around here and you need to be quick. if you found the exit then, you're out of here. i'll tell you, if you die here, your spirit will be stuck in this living hell. unless someone wants to break the curse out of here." he said. "you're saying that.. our school is cursed?" doyoung asked once more. he gasped when winwin nodded. "unfortunately no one has survived or even escaped. it's really impossible." he said and looked at both of them. "but, i know you can do it. you guys are gonna be the first one. you can break the curse and free us out of here." "we'll try" johnny nods, grabbing doyoung's hand. "right, let's go and find y/n"

"oh, there's still a rooftop" you said, pointing at the stairs which leads to the rooftop. unfortunately, the doors were blocked. "guess we'll broke the door down for an emergency," you said, laughing softly.

as you were walking through the hallway, you heard footsteps. it was different from renjun and mark. it was much more faster. "you heard that?" mark scanned around the area. you nodded, stepping back. you turned around to see both of them. you were walking backward until you felt you hit someone. 'shit.' you turned around. you almost let out a scream until you noticed it was doyoung and johnny. "thank fucking god i found you ! and mark ! and.." doyoung looked at renjun. "renjun," he said, smiling. "great now let's get out of here !!"

-to be continued

HIII sorry for being dead !! 2 chapters until the end !