My letter to you

CHAPTER 1:
My Intro
I woke up at 5:00 put on my school clothes. Walked down stairs
"Hey mom good morning."
She said "Hey sweetie want some breakfast oh n I told that guy that you liked Justin that you liked him."
"But mom I told you not to tell him what's wrong with you are you stupid you ruined my entire reputation of being cool."
I thought to myself. ah parents these days what a great day of tellin me that you just embarrassed me it's bad enough I get made fun of then you add more motherfucking problems.

I walked out the door said goodbye then got on the bus.I sat down next to riri and we talked.
“So I heard."
“heard what?"
“That you like Justin my ex."
“anaaaah no that's totally not true.Why would I like him he's your-i mean your his -wait pfffft that's totally not true."
“I mean if you did I wouldn't be mad at you it doesn't matter if you do."
Suddenly hiding my feelings in side for so long I just bust out and say it
“Okay fine maybe I do like Justin but ur not mad right."
“No of course not ill even set up ur date and everything."
“Really."
“Really."
“Aww thanks."
So then we got to school we went inside then everyone started pointing n laughing and saying
“Bustin Bustin Bustin Bustin Bustin Bree likes Justin."
I ran as fast as I could to the bathroom and cried cried n cried for the last two periods.
I get our of the bathroom walking with my head down looking at the schedule and the next period I have to go to is biology.Still staring into the schedule with tears falling down my checks I bump right into Justin and drop all my stuff.
“Are you okay." His sweet gentle sexy voice says
“Yeah I'm fine." I say the same way back but only less sexier.
I think he can read my mind because then he asks me
“Do you want me to walk with you to biology."
“Sure why not."
So then we walk together to class then the teacher  Mr.White says
“Your late what's your excuse now Mr.Bieber."
“No excuse sure I'm just helping this beautiful girl find her way back to class right Bree."
“right." I say gazing into his hazel pretty brown eyes
Wait did he just call me beautiful or am,I just dreaming.Then Iran to the back of the room quietly.And guess who's sitting right across from me Katlin. This Bitch uggh why does she have to go or be everywhere I am.
She leans over to me and says “So Bustin are the rumors true do you really like ur beasties Justin .cause if you so you need to back off he's mine."
I lean over to her and say “I'm pretty sure he doesn't like or want you and what are you going to do if I do like him Bitch."
She raises her hand and says “Mr.White she's talking to me and she called me a Bitch."
Then he says “Detention Mrs.Bree."
Then she leans close to me and says “Try me if you want ."
So I just ignore her and do my work.

The bell rings next class.

So our next class was math.We walked into the room Mr.B was there. We sat down in our seats and guess who sat next to me Justin >_<. Mr.B was going over a problem then Justin leaned over to me and said

“Do you get this.Can you help me I don't know what to do."

“Sure.So you take B and A + -5 and you get  6758."

“Nope I still don't get it."

“Well maybe I could toter you some time."

“Yeah sure say maybe tonight I'll even drive you to my house.Well if your mom is cool with that."

“Yeah totally she'll be fine with it."

So then we did the rest of our work together.We talked through the whole time just to get to “know" each other better.Then it was lunch I sat with my bae Justin  riri and  Natasha.We all talk about inappropriate comments on instagram.Then RiRi says

“Hey Justin I was wondering if you and my friend over here Bree would ya know haaang."

“Yeah sure matter a fact me and Bree are gonna “haaang" tonight cause I need alittle bit of help with my math skills."

“Oh ok."

Then lunch is over by the end of the day I'm stuck between me going over Justin house or me just staying home.I decide to go over so I can “help" him not to get to know him better.Then we go outside and Justin grabs my hand quickly and runs to the car.For a moment I start to blush and day dream my mind and heart are somewhere else right now.

He says

“Hey.Hey.Bree earth to Bree.Are you okay."

“Yeah I'm fine."

I say

“Just fine."

We get into his car he turns the radio on its on Jams 96.3.

My song is playing.

“This is my jam turn it up will you."

“Okay calm down." He says

I sing along to it.

“And you be on some Hot n*gga like I told him while I shot n*gga.And you see em twirl then he bop n*gga."

Then all the sudden the music stops and were at his house.When I,look up it huuuuuuuuuge.

Daaaamn.

So we in his house and its it's amazing.So then we go to his room he shuts the door quick

“What was that for." I say trying not to sound so turned on

“Oh nothing it's just that my parents don't know we're here so let's be as quiet as we can when we do this."

What does he mean by when WE do this uggh there goes my mind being so dirty.

So I toter him and finally he's got it

“So can I go now."I say with total sadness.

“No wait I have something “special" for you."

Oh what does that mean.I think dirtly.

He grabs me then holds me in his arms.I look up at him with my puppy dog eyes.He says

“Thank you."

And then he begins kissing me.We kiss more and more.Then it gets real serious and he pushes me on the bed takes his shirt off  and begins kissing me while he's unbundling my shirt.

So this is what he meant when he said  let's be as quiet as we can while we do this. I grab his arms and begin squeezing his muscles I try to pull him off me but I can't resist his soft lips.

So then he kept pulling on my body.Urging me to keep giving more and more of my love.So I did we madeout for about an hour I wouldn't let him undress me all the way to see all my scars.Then finally it stopped I could breath again.l sat up and then he put his shirt back on.Then he put his pants back on slowly.I grab him up close to me pulled his pants down  and pulled his boxers down too.Then he slowly but carefully pulled my pants underwear bra and shirt off on at a time.He through me on the bed and got on top of me and we kept kissing but this time we were naked.For 2 hours straight we stayed like this we didn't do it but we just kept kissing.There was just that connection that wouldn't let us stop until we fully feel in love with each other.
He said “So this is what your lips feels like."
I bit my lip and smiled alittle.Very smooth Bree I said to my self. For the rest of the time at his house I just sat there naked looking at his muscular chest and arms hoping to fall into them