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I have been MIA for quite some time, because I have so much mixed emotions.
Feeling angry at him for being  so heartless and selfish.
Angry at myself for being so naive and vulnerable .
I have no idea what to do next, I can't think and make a smart decision. Should I let everybody think I cheated and receive all the hate? Or should I be honest about the situation and not care about that jerk?
What to do what to do

I have gotten a lot of hate and death threats, I tough that u was strong and wouldn't let them get to me. But when the hate is so loud you can't hear the kindness and love. Only reading negative stuff put you in a dark place. I couldn't take it anymore so I took one decision to delete my Instagram account.