dbh x undertail Au's (with two of my ocs)

1 depression

There's nothing worse than every day that's gone by Hank doesn't seem to notice. Marcus came by a few days ago just to check.

I keep working with the lieutenant just to make sure he is safe from any harm. I love Hank he is amazing and overall kind of like a dad. Wish I had more time with him though there has been a few times when my system was overrated. And for some reason I felt pain.

I don't know why it felt like something was tearing apart for me. and I didn't like it at all it feels like there was a piece of me somewhere else now. But I only had that feeling a while back when Amanda was trying to take control of me. And that thing is I swear I heard her voice cooing my name in a disgusting tone.

In all honesty I could feel a strong hatred towards Amanda she tried to make me kill myself or maybe Marcus. But she also tried over it in my system so I just hope it's not Amanda. Well if it is there's only going to be one thing I have to do I'd have to get rid of myself I would do that before I put Hank in any danger. I love him very much if I were to lose him I would lose a part of me a part of my family and I have to protect my family. I think that's what Kara felt she had a little girl to take care of so I guess it's sort of like me wanting to protect a father and also I want to protect Marcus that's best as I can.

After all I do owe it to him for us losing a lot and it's kind of my fault I went after Simon but I'm glad that now we repaired Simon and let him go back with Marcus.

They made a new Jericho but they hid their location this time just in case if any thing happens. But I've made sure to block all contact when I go into new Jericho to see if anything has happened. The cases are pretty good but most of the cases I investigate is where a human attacks an android.

I feel sick to my stomach when I have to investigate it cuz sometimes it's odd one time I seen an Android hanged up by the ceiling from one of their blue blood flow chords and Candy was stuffed into them.

I don't know there were Smiles cut along a few of them things missing from Androids it's sickening to me but whoever did it does it for a reason and honestly I don't think I should be feeling this way. I should feel hatred towards those people ... right well it's too hard for me to understand I'm going to sleep I'm going to have to talk to Hank sooner or later but maybe later..