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WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST?
you were the ceo of a magazine company. you had to go to new york for business. i was sad, i didn't want to be alone, at home, without you by my side. you said it was going to be alright. "i'm just going to be abroad for one week. only one week. please don't cry, babe. you know i hate it when you do." tears were forming in my eyes, and some fell. you gently wiped them of, a sad smile on your pretty face. then, you hugged me tightly as your head was in the crook of my neck. it felt like home. you felt like home.
when you were abroad, i didn't do much. i worked, i was working at your company. when we first met, i got kicked out of my job. i didn't care much. but i had to work, for my life. you then asked if i could be one of your mannequins for your fashion magazine. i was quite insecure about my body. but you told me i was beautiful, in all ways. so i accepted.
other than that, i didn't do much. i tried to call you, but you didn't answer. i thought you were busy, so i let you be. i waited patiently for you to come back. 14 days after your department, someone knocked on my door. i thought it was you, so i ran to the entrance and opened the door with a wide smile on my face. my smile disappeared when i saw him, kwon junhyo. i didn't know how he knew where we lived. i was scared. did he know about me and you?
it was 2 in the morning and he was clearly drunk by his state. "babe, let me in. i wanna kiss you so bad.." he said. babe, i wanted to slap him for calling me that. i tried to close the door but he was stronger than me. he walked in casually and looked around. he then turned to face me and approached me slowly as my back touched the wall. his lips came in contact with mine. i tried to push him off of me, but it was no use. he kissed my lips, jaw and neck. i started crying and pleaded him to stop. but he didn't. that night, he did everything he wanted.
the next morning, i woke up with bruises all over my naked body. junhyo wasn't beside me. thinking about him made me want to die. how could i've fallen in love with a guy like that? i cried some more until i felt like i had no more tears inside. i felt disgusted, how he dared to do this to me.
i needed your help. i needed to be comforted by you. i needed you close to me. i tried to call you, you didn't respond. why? you were supposed to be at home this day. but you weren't, jung jaehyun.
