Before Sunrise

We fear the thing we want the most. I'm so afraid of losing something I love, that I refuse to love anything. I'm afraid love is just a word. Loving can cost a lot but not lovingalways costs more, and those who fear to love often find that want of love is an emptiness that robs the joy from life.

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To: Gun Napat Na Ranong

From: Plan Rathavit Kijworaluk

So, I decided to throw a party na khrab at my house this New Year's eve because—I just want to. Do I even need to have a reason na woie? You are lucky enough that I invited you and NO GUN NAPAT NA RANONG, YOU CANNOT RUN AWAY THIS YEAR LIKE WHAT YOU DID LAST YEAR NA KHRAB. I will make sure that Mark will hunt you on every corner of the country if you skip my year-end party AGAIN NA WOIE!!

With heavy heart, Gun Napat Na Ranong walks side by side with his closest friend Mark Siwat Jumlongkol on the way to the Great Plan Rathavit Kijworaluk annual year end party. "It is not that bad na Ai'Gun, I mean, I've been to most of P'Plan's party na khrab and they are kinda wild—but not so wild." Mark's explanation makes Gun more confused than ever, "You are not making any sense na khrab, Ai'Mark."

Plan is a perfect example of a wild person. He likes to hang out with random people in school—even outside the school. He has the weirdest way of talking and dissing people that always make the professors shake their heads. He is also gay—which is not really a big deal for both Gun and Mark—not a big deal if he will not make out with his boyfriend in front of their friends. He is also rich—like crazy rich. His party can be compared to a Zoo—with random animals walking in and out of the house.

"I can already hear the loud music coming from his house na khrab—and we are still 2 blocks away from his home na woie!" Gun remarks that on makes Mark shake his head.

Gun and Mark have been best of friends since middle school. Gun can't remember how they started hanging out but Mark once told him that he can still remember the color of Gun's shirt when they first met and how he asked his phone number right away. To make it simpler, they grew fond of each other and they literally grew up together.

"You know Ai'Gun, if you don't really want to celebrate with P'Plan na khrab, I can explain it to him and you can go back home already. I will try to think of an excuse for you." And since they were young, Mark has been Gun's black knight. He can seriously sacrifice himself for Gun.

The latter guy shakes his head and smile at his friend, "No Ai'Mark—you always make an excuse for me na khrab and we both know how sharp P' is. He will know that you are trying to cover up for me—again. So no thanks na khrab, and let's try to enjoy the party." His smile is an assurance for Mark that this night will be a great night—he thinks.

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Plan immediately hugs his Nongs the moment they entered his front door, "Ahhh my baby Ai'Gun na woie finally decided to go out and enjoy the last day of the year~" Mark knows well that Plan already drunk too many that he is becoming more expressive and more savage— "So all you need na khrab is my great Nong here—Ai'Mark and you will eventually come out of your cave, Ai'Gun~" he is squeezing both of them so tight