Please Forgive Me (A MikaYuu Fanfic) [Owari No Seraph]

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Yuu sat in his room, unable to think straight.

Literally.

All he could think about was what he and his best friend- his brother - just did. He desperately wanted to talk to Mika about it, but stupid shittynoa just had to interrupt.

But part of him felt like it was for the better. He almost was going to tell Mika that he thought that they shouldn't do anything like that again, but the more he thought about it, the more that thought stung his heart.

It wasn't like he didn't enjoy it, he definitely did, and that scared him. He had no idea how Mika really felt about the situation. He was unsure about everything now. "What if he could tell what I was thinking and just decided to help out. What's if he doesn't like me me like that and he just wants things to be casual. I wouldn't like that. Wait, what if he does like me like that and wants something serious? Would I like that? I'm not sure. What if he just pitied me? How does he really feel? What it he didn't like it at all? What if he did? Oh shit-
What if he wants to do it again? What if-"

"Yuu-san?" Yoichi interrupted his thoughts, but before Yoichi could say anything else, Yuu decided that he needed a friend to talk to about everything.

And poor Yoichi had no idea that Yuu was about to lay out everything on him. "Yuu-san are you going to come down for food o-"

"Yoichi I need help. It's an emergency." This sent alarms off in the cinnamon roll's head. "I-is everything ok? Do I need to get Shinoa-" "NO!" Yuu interrupted him. Still unsure about what to do about Shinoa. He knew how she felt about gay relationship's, and he knew she'd probably either hit him and tell him to get some, or he thought she also might get hurt because she might have a crush on him. He honestly wasn't sure.

But he was sure that he just needed to talk to someone who would listen.

Normally he would go to Mika, but he wanted to get his thoughts straight first.

"Well, maybe I actually need to get them gay." He thought to him self.

Yoichi was puzzled about what to do. He could tell that Yuuichiro was getting lost in his thoughts.

It always scared Yoichi when he did that. When he actually used his brain and thought about stuff.

So when he realized that that's what Yuu was doing, he knew something was off. "Yuu-san what's wrong?" Yoichi asked calmly.

"I- uh.." Yuu had no idea about how to put it. "W-well you see- haha- funny story- um, well I- uh... "

It was then Yoichi noticed the love mark right on top of two holes on Yuu's neck.

Yoichi's expression softened as he realized that Yuu was way out of his depth. "Ahh, poor cherry boy." Yoichi thought to himself. He closed the door behind him, not even bothering to lock it, but didn't fail to notice Yuu's shirt wrapped around the handle on the inside of the door. He walked closer so he and Yuu could talk and stood in front of him. "Can I sit here?" He asked pointing to a spot on the foot of the bed next to Yuuichiro. Yuuichiro looked at the spot to make sure there was nothing Yoichi wouldn't want to sit on before nodding, and the brown haired boy sat down and looked at his friend.

"Did something happen with Mika?" Yoichi asked. His words were full of kindness and his eyes were soft. He mostly understood how he felt.

Yuu was startled. He had no idea Yoichi would guess it so quickly.

When Shiho and Yoichi got together, it was because Yoichi manned up and kissed Shiho on the cheek. And when Shiho got confused, he kissed him on the lips. The next day they talked about stuff and Shiho slowly started to realize his feelings for the smol boi. But they both waited to be in a relationship before doing anything more that what Yoichi had done. But after talking to Shiho a bunch, he could tell that Yuu was in a similar situation.