Maya's POV
Being caught in a carousel of thoughts. Every idea, notion ,and event from her day would reply in her mind, demanding analysis before she could be allowed sleep.
She thought about how things ended up as they were. She hated being the cause of trouble, she thought of herself as timid. Never really doing the most to get noticed, that's why she avoids most conflicts ,but this...... this was definitely causing some anxiety.
I turn to my other side of the bed and looked at the clock that sits on my nightstand. It reads 11:59 pm. "Ugh". Just stop thinking about it , or else you'll never be able to fall asleep. " my brains right I won't be able to fall asleep like this". I close my eyes and began counting sheep.
1 sheep
2 sheep
3 sheep
4 sheep
5 sheep
6 sheep
7 sheep
8 sheep
9 sheep
10-"UGH , this shits not working" face jumbled up with discontent. I turn on my tv and set the volume at low, so I don't disturb my parents that are sleeping. I decided to just tire myself out by doing this, than racking my brain over my many thoughts.
...................
I feel asleep
The next morning
My body felt dead. I literally could not move from my bed, to go get my phone..... but it was ringing "Fuck" I really didn't want to be awake right now. I grabbed my phone and it was Sally.
"Hey" I said in a drowsy tone.
"Hey, you still coming over my house so we can stay and get ready for the party together or..... you don't feel like going" sally says.
Oh shit I forgot about that , we were planning to have sleepover the day before the party.
"No,No,...I'm still going , I just really wore myself out yesterday. That's a lie, I just couldn't deal with people that day. After the whole Thing that happened with Billie. I just didn't want to bother her with my troubles. Sorry for not calling. I've should of let you know I wasn't coming over to sleep at your house ,I was occupied with family stuff I had to deal with".
"That's ok we can have sleep over another time, don't stress about it" Sally says.
" I'll be there soon , just have to let my parents know that I'll be going over your house and staying there till late" I said
"Awesome, Great!... i'll open the door for you when you arrive " sally said ,with a high pitch voice full of excitement.
"Ok bye .. talk later" I said
Billie POV
I felt an arm across my body ,it was hugging my waist , then felt the heat of The stranger snuggled up against me.
Shit, can't remember what happened yesterday.
I shoved off the hand on my body ,and released myself from the hold I was in. I went in the bathroom to go take a piss, as I fished I than washed my hands. I looked in the mirror and saw hickeys all over my neck " EWW the fucking bitch left marks on me!" She said in disgust.
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She likes control
Teen FictionI do what I want when I'm wanting to my soul? so Cynical