Chapter 1

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Y/n POV

Every night gets lonely
Cold
And
Dark

No one to hold on to
Or speak to

You can hear crickets cry

The moon shining its light gently
I waited for him every night to come back
Just so I could at least once sleep together with him
Knowing his still mine

I could feel tears running down my cheeks

Each tears filled with pain and sorrow

He always does not have time for me
And I'm not allowed to reveal our relationship to public or else
He will be in deep trouble

I closed my eyes wishing he would come back home like he used too

But it was no use...

My only company for the night was just pillows

I took his pillow and sniff in the his scent
Imagining his still here holding me on his arms

But that warm feeling on the pillow has just turned cold.

When is he ever gonna come back?

I got up off our King size bed and pick up my phone to call him

But to no avail

It breaks my heart whenever I see his social media where he hangs out with friends and especially with girls,  dancing with them,  joking with them around.

It seems like he has more time for his friends than me...

A mere girl with a low paying job

Not pretty enough

What have I been thinking during the past...

I layed back down on our king size bed

Sleep like it didn't actually happen.

(next day)

I could feel the sunlight heating my face

I rubbed my eyes and check whether he has come home maybe not
His not the first thing I wake up to see today...
I walk downstairs and saw his shoes on the shoe shelf
He must be at home but... Why wasn't he in our room?...

I checked on the guest room.....

But

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