As i was making my bowl of spaghetti and tiny plate with what they called garlic bread. I take one bite and I was in love, it was as good as love and tasted so much better than just bread and water.
"Mmm, this is so good." I said through a mouthful of spaghetti and garlic bread all mixed together.
"Why thank you dear, I could teach you how to make some of my dishes if you would like."
"Oh, you don't have to but thank you anyway." I said cheerfully.
"Hey what about me, I'm your child." Said Jonah jokingly.
"Oh, don't you worry honey Ill teach you how to wash your hands properly first." She said chuckling at the end.
"Hmph! Ok, fine." He said slumping in his chair and head low but I knew he was messing around.I patted him on the head with a low thump and continued eating my food until I was full."thank you for the food miss?"
"Miss Mary but you can call me anything you want."
When she said 'anything you want' my brain instantly went to the name 'mother'. I had never had a mother." Ill just call you Mary if thats ok."
"Oh its better than ok sweetie." She said with a wide smile on her face, that smile made me feel belonged.A few weeks later all I did during the weekend (for the most part) was lay on his bed and he was next to me and we just talked and talked until I fell asleep on his shoulder and one leg over him.
I woke up somewhat in the morning before school because I could smell food cooking. Then I realized that I was still on top of Jonah and popped up quickly embarrassed.
"Im sorry I'm sorry." I said covering my face.
"Its ok." He said with a smirk and pulled me back on top of him.
"W-What are you doing." I said with a shaky voice.
"Your cute when your embarrassed." Still has a smirk.At this point I was annoyed with him, I tried to get up but he wouldn't let me and instead he got on top of me.
"Ah, ah, ah, where are you going sweet thing."
"Jonah stop."A moment later I heard Mary yell to us that she was leaving for work and that breakfast was done, all I was thinking about was 'what is he going to do to me'.
He held me down, he held my feet down so heavy that if I tried to lick I wouldn't get anywhere but weaker. He kissed me. He kissed long and hard and I kissed back falling for whatever game he was wanting to play. He stopped but still so close to my face i could feel his hot, minty breath against my skin. He looked into my eyes and I looked back. I could feel him start to relax his muscles and release me slowly at the feet but still so hard at the hands.
He kissed my neck and gave me several hickeys. He sat up and so did I, still under him, he took his long warm hand and slid it up into my shirt kissing me as he fell back down on top of me, hands still under me he undid my bra strap. And slid my shirt up and off of me and he kissed my upper chest leaving damp spots upon it.
'Ba-dum, ba-dum, ba-dum'. I could hear my heart beating faster and faster as he kissed my stomach over and over again.When he reached the lowest place on my waist before my pants he kissed and licked there and I let out a little moan. I felt this warm, tingly feeling inside that sent an even louder moan. He looked up at me and smirked." You like that huh puppy." He said but not questioning me about it as if he knew the answer. I silently nodded in agreement as he continued. I tried my hardest not to moan but it was impossible, it was the most relaxing thing I had ever felt in my life.
He slid his pants off and soon mine, I didn't realize what was about to change my life at a young age.
The next day I woke up naked and he was too. I was still under him and I didn't want to move, he was warm and it was cold in his room too.
I stayed there until my stomach started to hurt and I jumped up out of under him and ran to the bathroom and slammed the door with a thud and he woke up instantly. I ran to the toilet and threw up, over and over again.
He came and and saw me vomiting and walked to me and sat next to me as he had his hand against my back rubbing up and down.
He said he was going to walk to the store and grab something to see what was wrong with me. He came home about twenty minutes later and gave me a stick and said to pee on it and put the cap back on and wait a while and it will tell me what is wrong, so I followed his directions and about five to thirteen minutes later there was two lines and he gasped as he started tearing up hugging me.
I could tell he was happy but confused."you didn't tell me you were pregnant."
"You were the one who...ya'know did that to me."
He looked at me confused. "What do you mean i never had sex with you?"
"You did yesterday morning remember."He looked at me with scared eyes and said "I know this will sound crazy but." He paused. "I have DPD."
"Whats that?" I ask in confusion.
"Different Personality Disorder. I have different personalities in my head."
"Oh!"
"Yeah, Im sorry I did this to you." He said tearing up again hugging me tightly.
"No, no its fine, you didn't have any control over it."
"Its not though, your only 13 not 31." He said with a shaky voice."Your so young, you should enjoy being a kid and not an adult."
"Ok, I guess." I said mumbling my words.
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What Good Does It Do
General FictionA young girl is born into something she cant control she thinks if she takes a hard turn of events and makes it better everything will be ok as if she were a normal lid from the start, so she seems. It gets worse along the way of her path until some...