Life of me.

Chapter 6.

"Kelsey c'mon , we're going to the store to get stuff for smores. Wanna have a bonfire tonight?" My dad said, I was really excited to be with him this weekend, We we're going to have so much fun! When we have bonfires dad always get's the weirdest things to try and cook. Like, he'll take corn and try to grill it by the fire. Hot dogs, Bratts, anything. He is so creative. 

That was one of the last things we did together. 

There was a knock on the door of the bathroom where I was hiding. It was Patty. Patty has been my dad's friend for years, she always knew what to say to make me feel better. She had hot coco and some food, I haven't eaten in 3 days and it was starting to get to me. 

"Kelsey, Hunny, I know you're upset but you have to come out of here sometime. You've been in there for three hours." -Has is really been that long?- "Everyone is worried about you. Please."

I didn't want to leave. I wanted to stay in there forever, atleast it didn't smell bad. It was clean, and pure. Seems as nobody used this bathroom. I thought of trying to drown in the toilet... But, I don't think that'd work to well. I decided to leave the bathroom. Nobody was actually worried about me, they we're caught  up in the mess of everything. I decided to go back and talk to my dad one last time. By myself this time.

"Daddy. I know you can't hear me, because your brain is broken... I really wish you could though. I don't know what i'm going to do with out you. You're my bestest friend in the whole world, and I just want you not to hurt anymore. You can't leave me... I mean, you can, but you don't want to. Do you? I'm sorry if I did anything wrong, I'm sorry if I wasn't a good girl for the past ten years. Belive me, I tried. I just want you to know that I love you and you'll always be my shining star. My hero, and the person I look up to. I'm really going to miss you daddy and I hope to be able to see you again one day." 

I closed my eyes, and for a few quick seconds I saw him sitting upright in the bed, smiling at me telling me that he's okay now. He's not sick and hurting. He told me he loved me and to be the strong little bean that I was. 

Then, with the single tear that rolled down my cheak, I sobbed. For the first time since I found out. I cried, and cried. Falling asleep in the chair next to him, Never wanting to leave. 

WELLLLL, that's it for today. I really hope you guys liked it. <3