Scars II A Ashton Irwin FanFic II

Chapter 1

WARNING : SOME PARTS MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME READERS. IF YOU ARE WEAK STOMACHED, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS CHAPTER.  YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

A/N Hi guys! This is my first book that Im writing and regularly updating. I read books for inspiration and if you notice any parts from other books or referances, in the Authors note at the bottom of the chapter there shall be credit to them who wrote that book also I shall reccomend some books for you too read :)  

Samia Johnsons POV

I Slowy slid the razor accross my wrist winching at the pain slightly, thoughts of what everyone said to me racing through my head

Fat, Ugly, Annorexic, Freak, Ugly, Weirdo, Slut, Go Fucking Die, Gorm, Emo, Goth, Go slit, Fucking Sket,

all of them.. i made a mark for every word i'd heard today..

I heard a sudden know on the bathroom door and the dor knob slowly twisted, Me bing stupid I forgot to lock it and my brothers bestfriend and the hottest guy in my school, Ashton irwin walked in. Just before he did that I quickly Hid my wrists behind me and Threw the razor-blade in the toilet..

"Oh.. Umm Sorry DId I-" Ashton spoke his attention quickly drew the the floor as he cut himself off with what he was about to say, I looked dow to see where he attention was drew and Notice drops of a dark red liquid driping on the floor from my wrist.

"Ashton, Its not what you think.. I.. I-Um promise.." I spoke with a weak voice.

Tears Filled my eyes and my vision was blurred, I shoved ashton out ot the way and ran, I ran as fast as I could, I dont know where to until I found myself in a endless feild of Viberant green grass, I soon here Ashtons voice shouting my name Repetedly.

"Sammy! Sammy! Wait! I..- I want to help! He shouted in my direction.. 

My knees fell week and a sat a sobbed.. Its the first time someone caught me and he wants to help?

"No.. No ashton thats a Jano no.." I spokesoftly (Janoskians referance:P A/N)

"Why?... I.. I could help.." His voice whispered cleaning my cuts.. With me wincing at the pain

Authors Note

Hi Guys! Im sorry it wasnt so long! I havent had that much inspiration and Im going into school again on monday because I was homeschool but Im back in now, Anyways The book of the Week for me Is - I got Her Pregnant (Luke Hemmings story) By LiezelMaeXx