Online Bestfriends

Chapter Three: Small Realization

There I was in my room again. Trying to figure out who he was. We knew very little information about eath other, making it had to try and find something out about each other. It would be hard to find out his identity. He also lived close. That I knew. What always struck me was his user. Why would he use Dolan?  There are the twins. But I don't pay them too much attention.  Although, they are the only ones with that last name around. Could they be a fanboy? Yeah maybe.

I contemplated that for a minute. The twins don't have too many fanboys. They have more fangirls. Could it be one of the twins? It was my only hope since I seriously didn't know what to do anymore.  Should I contact him? Nah. I shouldn't. It would probably make things more awkward.  I nodded. I looked up at myself in the mirror. My eyes traveling all over my face, then to my body. W ould he even like a girl like me?  Would I be enough for him?  If it even was him. I felt defeated at the thought.  That if it were him I'd probably lose him. Get noticed. Get shunned away. There's so much competition for the twins. What makes me think that I could win that? The girls would probably get mad and bully me. Would he be there to save me though?  I shook off the thought of it. I kept shaking off every thought of the twins that popped off in my mind. Would that mean I'm obsessed with the thought of him? No.  I shook of the rest and continued to get ready for school. 

By the time I got to the entrance of the school I got a message from DolanLemon99.

DolanLemon99: Goodmorning

ValBerry89: Morning.

DolanLemon99: Wyd?

ValBerry89: I'm at my school. 

DolanLemon99: Get some good sleep last night?

ValBerry89: Yeah!

DolanLemon99: Good... 

DolanLemon99: Good...

ValBerry89: Why you being like that m8?

Dolan Lemon89: Being like what?

 

I laughed at the way he acted. He's always so cute and funny. It warms my heart. 

"Who ya texting Ethan?", I overheard Grayson say.

"No one. Mind you're own business." Ethan retorted. 

ValBerry89: Being silly!

"Oh really~", Grayson taunted. I tried not to pay them too much attention. "Why Ethan do you have a girlfriend? Got something to hide? C'mon let me see"

"I don't shes just a friend!", Ethan said and that grabbed my attention. I lingered around with a few girls. I was watching them. I watched Grayson take Ethan's phone away from him. I don't know why, but my body tensed up. 

"Really if she's just a friend why would you hide it from me?", Grayson said and the crowd makes a few 'oooos'. I knew why. They were the perfect duo. No secrets. But we all thought wrong. I only felt bad. Maybe this would leave a dent on their reputation.  I felt bad.

"She is! I'm telling you the truth!", Ethan said.  

"Her user is ValBerry89. How nice.", I froze when he said that. I knew he was talking about me. I couldn't believe him. 

He was the one. The one. The one I have a crush on. Then and there I rushed to the bathroom. Slammed the stall shut. Crouched down on the floor. I hugged my knees and contemplated what was going to happen. I knew him. He didn't know me. What would happen to us when he found out? No, no. Just act normal. That's why he disn't respond. That's why his name is Dolan. I love him even more now. Now m heart is satisfied but my brain isn't. Now, what am I supposed to do? What should I do with my life? With this information? It feels like it just smacked me in the face.  I wanted to cry. I wanted to go home. I was so confused. I thought if I should tell him that I like him. Or tell him that I know who he is and reveal myself. Would it be unfair though? I just stayed there till it was time for class. I lived on my day. No more texts to him.