Miss Brown

A sudden flash

Nilo's POV
Yes, there and is. I can feel her face smiling at me...

"Mother"

she gives a smile of reassurance

"I am confused. I don't know what I should do. Am I making a wrong disicion?"

I closed my eyes as I covered my face. I could hear her sweet voice very close to my ear.

"Do what your heart feels is the right thing to do. Remember no matter what decision you take I shall always be by your side."

I opened my eyes but she wasn't there anymore.

Mom mom mom !!! (I screamed )

"Tressy tressy!!!......"
with a voice screaming to my ears with a severe shake to my shoulder my senses came back to reality. It took me a few seconds to realize where am I.  Oh yes it was just a dream again. After the conversation with Mike that day I have been seeing her more than usual. As a psychology student I know that it's  just my mind created delusions . My subconscious mind is constantly thinking about my current situation and of course about my mum as well. Still every time I see her she feels so real. Every time I feel  like bursting into tears. I calmed myself down as I look towards my friend. Tressy is my fake name, I have been using it after I ran away from home . My friend here, her name is Jona. Giving me a concerned look she started talking

"Are you on babe? You were literally screaming  in your sleep."

"I am fine. Just had another bad dream."

"Is that so then it's fine."

Hearing this she went back to her studies. She is my roommate by the way . The best thing about her is that she always minds own business. Doesn't show too much interest in others personal matters, doesn't like poke her nose in matters she shouldn't, all in all the best roommate I could have ever get. But I couldn't  get  man's  words out of my head. Should I take the offer. In that case I have to leave my dreams of a normal life but staying like this I can't move forward. At last after several hours of thinking about it at  I took my decision.