A Taekook Short Story
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(Listen to Heartbeat while reading)
( 1/2 )
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What's more to give if all you got is nothing?
Nothing more than your broken heart and self. More than your pain and shattered self, there's nothing you can give. Nothing's left. Nothing you can call yours because all of your property is in the hands of someone who left you 1 month ago, the man you consider yours for a moment, for a while. There's nothing left other than your damage heart and fragile body, your world collapsing and there's no one to hold on, no one to call home.
"Jungkook, Hi? How's your body?"
Doctor Min called the patient multiple times yet he's still unresponsive, the blank expression that tells the doctor that the pain he suffer months ago is still replaying into his mind continuously like it was a broken record.
The eyes that once full of passion and love for daisies is now a blank canvass full of dark hues, those beautiful lips that once full.of color and smile is now nowhere to be seen as a plain frown is now etched into his lips, like it was stuck there.
He doesn't move and even he does he never talks to anyone, he never let anyone touch him, he never let anyone in in his room other than doctors a d nurses that would constantly check upon him for better medication and treatment.
"Jungkook? Hey, hi? Is everything alrig- yeah. That's uh- kinda ironic question. Just- hays, press the button beside you if you need anything okay?"
Doctor Min, look at Jungkook one last time before dragging his feet away from the unresponsive patient.
Doctor Min studies Jungkook for almost a week or two now but the least he can get is a simple murmurs that he can even comprehend other than that there's nothing.
Jungkook is like a dead soul, a dead brain in fact he acts like he was in comatose. He never talk, he never move unless the nurses and doctor move him but that's another story, Jungkook won't let anybody touch him. He never let anyone other than Dr. Min to interact with him. They even need to sedate Jungkook for him not to panic. They doesn't know what happen or why did he end up here in a hospital.
Jungkook look at the already close door and slowly lift his knees, he hung his feet in the edge of the hospital bed before he inhale jaded. He look at his wrist and touch the scars that ruin his skin. It was a very long scar, the scar will start at his wrist and end in his elbow. He cut it, he remember that feeling, the feeling of the blood rushing down your wrist and going into the tiles, he clearly remember those eyes that stares at him innocently like the man doesn't know what Jungkook is doing, those beautiful black eyes that he loves so much.
Unbeknownst tears start to make it's way to his cheeks before it land on his palm.
"T- Taehy-"
His heartbeat rapidly beat in the cage of his bone, the ache in his head pound mercilessly and the tears started to blur his vision, he's completely bleary, he's completely weary and his mind go haywire. He needs- no he wants to rest completely. He shakily breath and get the paper and ball pen underneath his pillow, he close his eyes and shakily exhale before he start to write a letter.
Jungkook stare at the letter for the one last time before he stride forward to his own restroom and get the razor. He look at his self in the reflect of the mirror, puffy ugly expressionless eyes, disheveled hair and lips with a frown. The continuous hammering of his heart makes him want to end things fast.
The pain of the past will always hunt him, the love of Taehyung will always be in his heart, the heat of his palm and the way he dances through the night will always be in his memories. It will fade away but in another world he will promise to remember it, to remember every little details of the man he love the most.
Loud screams echoed throughout the whole restroom as Jungkook deeper his cut in his wrist, he felt that he hit a certain vein and the blood doubled. Making him weak completely, his knees buckled and slowly loses its balance and he collapse into the cold tiles.
"JUNGKOOOK FUCK!! OPEN THIS GHAD DAMN DOOR! NURSE GET THE FVCKIN KEYS NOW!! FASTER! JUNGKOOK LISTEN TO ME OKAY? SOMEONE IS VISITING YOU TODAY HIS NAME IS TAEHYUNG, HE- LISTEN JUNGKOOK! NURSEEEEEEEE FASTER!"
"JUNGKOOK, LOVE! THIS IS TAEHYUNG, I'M SORRY OKAY? JUST DON'T LET G- GO! HOLD ON!"
Jungkook exhale shakily as the noise loses it's way in his ears but for sure he hear's Taehyung's voice but it was impossible. It was impossible because all that's left is his broken heart and shattered self. For the one last time,
"I- I l-love y-y-you T-ae--"
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End of 1/2 💚
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