Dear Diary (just started still editing)

The Crushes

Dear Diary,

It's been a while since I've wrote to you so I'm gonna catch you up on boys and gurls today. So yeah there was Thomas but he was lowkey a fuckboy so let's just forget about him and move on. THANK YOU NEXT VIBES. Anyway, then theres RJ, he's Tommy's best-friend and they've known each other for the longest time so kind of a dick move on my part being a homie hopper and all but whatever yolo. So I really liked and kinda still like RJ, we were talking a lot and then I got my phone taken away right after I told him I liked him and that I didn't think he liked me but then he said he never said that with like a cute grin (we were on snap facetime) and throughout those two weeks of not talking with me he completely lost interest. Well It feels like he did at least. And when I say I liked him, I mean I REALLY liked him, I talked abt him w my friends all the time to the point where it annoyed my friends lmao. Although my main bit Meredith was on some crackhead type shit with me, we were both obsessed with the situation. I kid u not, we would always be figuring out some kinda way to "run into him" It was the best shit ever. We would go to the park hella early and late to see if he would b there oh god we were special. 

Anyway there were also my middle school crushes, Ian, Sam G, Dylan (gross), Gabriel, Mateo B and then people from middle school in New York but those are too hard to remember correctly. But those were pretty much all my past crushes, now time for more recent crushes. So I liked this guy for a second named Elden and then I found out he has a girlfriend and I backed off because you best believe I'm not gonna do that to his girl. There's also some junior who's real cute but we don't talk often idek his name oops. Then there's a girl named Chesca who I lowkey like but no one knows that and she's a good friend too so I don't wanna ruin that ya know. I don't even know if she likes girls soo. There's also a bunch of other girls who I think are cute but Idk them personally. 

I HAVE TOO MANY FEELINGS FUCCCKK

byee for now