Marauder's Imagines

Sirius Black x Reader Part 1

___’s POV

Hello Beautiful,
                         Just wanted to tell you how beautiful you look when you smile. Keep smiling like that always. :)
                                                              Love,
                                                   Your secret admirer ♥

There was it again. The 5th love note this week. I wonder who is writing these to me. I better hope this is not a prank.

This person is so sweet though,slipping me a love note every day. I don’t even know who’s writing it.

But I don’t want to break this person’s heart if he ever confesses to me. Because I was attracted to someone else.

And that someone was ….

Sirius Orion Black.

The most handsome troublemaker and playboy that Hogwarts ever had. Everything about him was so annoyingly attractive. That super handsome face,with those long,wild and untamable black locks of hair,the little stubble,the red juicy lips that I longed to kiss senselessly,the body that resembled a Greek God.

Everything was so perfect about him physically.

But looks were not everything I should see. What I hated was that he was seen with a different girl every week. He treated them like used socks. Yes,I admit that I was pretty jealous but at the same time I didn’t want to be used just for a one time thing and be discarded.

I don’t know why the hell was I attracted to someone like him. I guess I got a thing for the bad boys who exude an aura of freedom,danger and mystery. Or was it just infatuation ? I couldn’t put a finger on it.

Maybe it’s the way his stormy grey eyes twinkled with a mischievous glint  when he had fun with his dearest friends. They were practically his brothers;Remus,James and Peter as they were called.

Or maybe it’s the way he smiled and laughed genuinely with his friends which enhanced his handsome features a hundred times more, and not a smirk that he specially reserved for the other girls.

Or perhaps how at the beginning of the previous year, without him knowing,I had happened to see him comfort a crying first year who was probably homesick. It warmed my heart when I saw this side of the playboy. And after calming the first year,he had told her not to tell anyone that he was comforting her.

Whatever it is, Sirius Black has occupied my mind and it doesn’t seem as if he’s going to leave it soon. How I still manage to keep my grades up,with him on my mind,is a miracle.

But the problem is he won’t even look a second time in my direction. Yes we’ve done minimal talking before at the rare times that he came to me  for help with his homework but other than that,no.

It didn’t matter if he was seven months older than me. I was whipped over someone who hated relationships. How much more pathetic could I get ?

In my heart of hearts, I hoped it was him who sent me these love notes. But my brain was soon to respond"He will never".

Sometimes I hoped that my secret admirer would reveal himself and stop giving me love notes. As much as I loved getting these notes, something inside me was excited yet nervous to see who it would turn out to be.