Behind Closed Doors

Going Back & Forth

Valentine's Day has officially been the fucking worst. I had everything planned out for us, I was taking Dedra to Dubai while Destiny stay at my mom's. I had already dropped Destiny off then went to go pick up her gifts before heading back home. I had got a call from Destiny saying that she wanted to come back home. Now it's a little after 11pm and guess what Dedra ass still isn't here. I have been calling and texting her nonstop trying to figure out what's going on. After watching a movie I fell asleep, I was waken out of my sleep to the front door being slammed. It's 3:15am and excuse me for what I'm about to say, but this bitch just now bringing her trifling ass in.

"It's 3:15 in the fucking morning Dedra, where have you been?" She ignored Julian as she stripped out of her clothes and headed into the bathroom to shower. When she walked passed him he got a wife of a men cologne that wasn't his. He walked in the bathroom turning the water off "Since when do you take a shower at this time?" She used the same excuse that she doesn't like to get in bed until she's clean. I really wanna snatch her by her damn neck. I'm the wrong man to fuck with. "Nah your ass just wanna shower because you been out fucking another man. So I'm going to ask you one last time where the fuck have you been?" Dedra tried to pull his clothes off, but he wasn't having it. Julian grabbed her wrist to keep her from touching him. "Don't fucking touch me you should have stayed where you was. Destiny and I don't want you here anymore."

"She's my fucking daughter as well remember I gave birth to her. I carried her for nine months Julian, she could never hate me." She gets out the shower to dry herself off before putting her night gown on. "Your right you did give birth to her and I thank you for giving me the most amazing gift money couldn't buy. However you can't say she's yours when you purposely neglects her every time she wants to spend time with you. You haven't done shit for her nor been there for her. You're not gonna keep hurting us anymore. At this point I'm tired of trying and fighting to make this work."

Dedra stands there looking at her husband. "Julian I'm not letting you take my daughter from me, just give me a second chance." He stood there emotionless he couldn't stay married to her just so she can continue to walk all over their marriage. Julian gave her the world and treated her like a queen. He became piss and raised his voice out of frustration. It was too late for her to realize that she lost him and he couldn't do this anymore. "Stop acting like you give a fuck about us, whether you know it or not I gave you countless chances that you fucked up. If you would have been honest with me. We could have worked it out but I can't have you cheating on me then come and go as you please."

I made the worst mistake of my life when I had a one night stand. Julian has always been a good father and husband. I knew there was no going back the moment I left the club with Keith. I haven't seen nor talked to him since that night at the club. I had fucked up and I can't take it all back. I had been standing in front of him spaced out. I was so numb that I didn't realize that I was crying. Before I left the room to check on Destiny I kissed him, just hoping that he still cares about me. "I can't lose you two I'm not going to give up whether you decide to move on or not." After she left I headed into the master bathroom to wash her kiss off. She must be batshit crazy if she thinks I still want her trifling cheating ass.

Julian was still pissed that he went go find her. She was in Destiny's room talking to her. He headed inside pulling her out into the hallway before closing the door. "Shouldn't you be packing your shit and leaving back to the mother fucker you been cheating on me with?" She tried to beg for another chance but he wasn't backing down. He was getting frustrated with her and he tried to keep his voice down. "Let me make this clear to you. I want a fucking divorce Dedra you don't deserve me and Destiny I have grown tired of you." She quickly slapped him and was going to slap him again until he had her against the wall.

I was in my room drawing when I heard my dad and mom arguing. I may be only 12 but I known for awhile that my parents wasn't on good terms. As for me I been feeling neglected towards her. I help her not want me by distancing myself from her. It was silent for about 30 minutes and then I heard the door slammed.

Dedra packed some of her things before leaving. Julian went to go check on Destiny to make sure she was ok. Afterwards he had started getting rid of anything that reminded him of Dedra. Once he was done he headed to bed. I gave her my fucking all just be cheated and lied to. It's bad enough this relationship was the worst but I stayed, only because I wanted it to work. Had me stressed out and I hate to say it but my mom was right about her. She said "you better be careful with that one she seems sneaky to me." I didn't want to believe it but for some time I had started to have my suspicions. Like the time I caught her getting too friendly and touchy with my cousin.

Flashback

Julian was sipping on a beer while talking to his best friend Devin. Devin was showing him the engagement ring that he bought for his girlfriend. He planned to propose to her on her birthday in a few days. "Bro what is Dedra doing over there all over your cousin? She looks a little too friendly to me go get her." Julian looked towards them and was gonna brush it off until he saw her running her hand on his arm while smiling. He quickly walked up to them snatching her away from Stephen. Julian what the hell is wrong with you? we were just talking. Let me the fuck go now." He looked her dead in the eyes while still holding on to her arm. He said goodbye to everyone and they left to head home.

Flashback Ends

That was the day he should have left her ass. His cousin and wife may not have been doing anything. However she was showing other man more attention then her husband. That was the first time she ever hurt him without realizing it. Since then she's changed he doesn't know where they went wrong in the marriage. It was never like this, they used to be so in loved and inseparable.