Sasunaru: The New Kid "When Suffering Lingers, Sadness Will Grow"

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Naruto's POV:

        It's been a month now since Sasuke's confession and I've healed completely visited the doctor one last time a week ago for a check up. After getting the thumbs up I went to Sasuke's to tell him the good news. "Really?!" he shouted in excitement before running towards me and wrapping his arms around me, twirling me some old romance movie... where is the field full of daisies? I giggle to myself randomly thinking about the what ifs. "I couldn't wait to tell you so I ran... let me catch my breath.." I mention in short breaths. He quickly put my down worried like a puppy. I give him a short peck on the lips to reassure him. Going to school was feeling less like a chore at least and Neji pretty much gave up since everytime he comes up to me Sasuke is there. Anymore I count Sasuke as my guard dog and thinking about it now makes me snicker. "Hey what are you grinning about?" he asking giving me a noogie. "Stop that -giggles- and you keep making me think of you as a guard dog." I had to stop myself from laughing too loud. Sasuke just looks at me with a dumbfounded look before asking, "oh really?..." "Well....more like a guard puppy." I couldn't hold back my laughter when I saw his pissed off facial expression. He went to pull me to him but when he grabbed my wrist I had a flashback of that night and a froze in terror. 

Sasuke's POV:

        "Naruto?....Hey.. babe?" I waved my left hand in front of his face as I held my books with my right. I became nervous when I saw him starting to tear up, dropping my books I pick him up bridal style as I take him to the nurses office. After him sitting there for a few minutes he snaps out of it and looks up at me. After telling me what happened I couldn't take it, I sat down in the chair next to him placing my face in my hands. What does this mean?.... Does this mean I can't hold him normally or have a healthy relationship with him?... All these thoughts filled me head and all I could do was tear up. After school was over I went to take Naruto home but he stopped me and told me to take him to my place. "Why is Iruka staying late at the school again?" "No...it's just...I want to be alone with you.." he answered as he quickly placed his hand on my arm. I agreed and took him to my place. Once we got inside we sat down on the couch.

Naruto's POV:

        Sasuke seemed nervous when we sat down and sadly I know why. That was so hard to mention to him earlier but I should remind myself that with him it's different. I have to make sure he knows I'll be okay. "Sasuke I don't want you to ever think you have to be afraid to touch me." I want him to be comfortable. I mentioned this to Sasuke as I place a hand on his lap. "I love you so much Naruto I just want you to be happy with me.." "And I am and always will be Sasuke." I counter him with a quick response. I pulled him into a deep kiss hoping it makes him feel better. After kissing for a good few minutes I go to run my hand up his thigh but he stops me. "Are you sure about this Naruto... I don't want you to get scared again..." he said looking me in the eyes. I nodded softly, I want us to embrace each other, to feel good, to forgot the mental finger prints that man left on me. I lay down pulling him on top of me and pulled him into another deep kiss. Feeling his tongue against my lips and his hips against mine I open my mouth more to allow his tongue inside. A part of me was still nervous and scared but I also felt good and that I wanted to do this. 

Sasuke's POV:

        I seriously hope he isn't forcing himself to do this for me was the only thing I could think about while kissing him. I couldn't control my hands even though I thought against it, they began sliding up Naruto's sides lifting up his long sleeved black sweater. When I placed my hand on the button of his pants that's when everything went south. I quickly pulled away when I saw his eyes brimming with tears. I can't do this not to him I'll feel like the guy that attacked him. "Why did you stop?" he wondered as he wiped his eyes. "Naruto you're crying again.." I answered pulling a tissue out of a box and wiped his eyes the rest of the way. We sat there in silence for what seemed like forever until I finally spoke, "I think we should go back to being friends for a little while... I don't want to do this I love you so much Naruto... but I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable either.." His eyes widened and he wrapped his arms around me crying in my chest. "No please don't!" his shouts and cries were muffled as he pressed more in my chest. This is so hard to do but I don't want him to feel like he has to force himself to do things for me. I give him a small peck on the cheek and pull him into a hug. I don't know what to do anymore... this is all that bitch Sakura's fault... She'll pay for this...

Naruto's POV:

        My worst nightmare came true Sasuke breaks up with me and then I see him chatting it up with Sakura... laughing.. I knew this would happen... I'm not supposed to be that happy something bad always happens when I'm happy.. I don't think I should go to school anymore this hurts too much... 

Sasuke's POV:

        I thought of one way to get back at her and that's tricking her into thinking that I like her. I chuckle to myself before walking up to her. I try as hard as I can to hold back my throw up as I ask her, "hey I broke up with Naruto and I'm feeling a bit lonely want to get a bite to eat after school?" She said yes and then I had to force myself to laugh at her joke about Naruto.  This is going to be harder than I thought. The next day I didn't see Naruto come to school or the day after that... something is wrong.. After three days of not being in school I go over to his place knocking on the door. "Hello? is anyone home?" I wondered aloud and I continued knocking on the door. Iruka didn't answer and I didn't see him at school either. I'm really starting to get worried until I heard music upstairs in Naruto's bedroom. "Naruto!" I shouted trying to get him to hear me over the music. "Naru....." I stopped in mid-sentence when I heard stuff being thrown and stuff falling. I can't just call the cops what if he was just putting something away and he fell... I have to find a way up to his window. I tried for a good hour but to no avail, there was no way to his window. He seemed fine since he sat by the window for a bit, sitting back listening to his music. I need to get this vengence I have towards Sakura finished... 

Naruto's POV:

        Life is pissing me off way more than it should, way more than it ever has. I sadly started cutting again.. luckily Iruka has to go to another town for meetings for some new things for school so I'm alone for a week. I keep thinking of different ways I could off myself but at the same time I keep thinking of Sasuke being sad.. god it's hard to  think through anything right now. I heard that he's going out with Sakura now the girl that got me raped... how could he?... Maybe he wouldn't be sad... maybe.... tomorrow night...

Sasuke's POV:

        So I plan to cause her as much pain as possible... first take her out on a date then go to the bridge and shove her in the little place where that asshole took Naruto and lock her in there with the creep... This ought to be fun I can't even stop myself from grinning.... Naruto isn't here again and it worries me I'll have to check on him after I do this... When school was over for the day I took her to a fancy restraunt and made sure she had a good time not knowing what I know... After dinner we drove around for a bit then we got to the bridge... oops I'm grinning again..

Sakura's POV: 

        I'm so glad I get to go on a date with Sasuke and on top of that he left that faggot Naruto.. this is great! I wonder how good Sasuke is in bed. I bet Naruto doesn't know since he's probably too afraid to even do it -giggles-. I guess Sasuke loves to drive, we've been going around for a little while now... wait why are we here?....

Sasuke's POV: 

        I stop the car and get out then I open up the door for her inside I hated doing that so much. She gets out, "what are we doing here Sasuke?" "Oh I found this cool little place awhile back under the bridge." I answered with a fake smile on my face. We walk down to the place I found Naruto that horrible night and we go inside the little place. "There's something I need to tell you..." I took a breath. "What is it Sasuke?" she had the dumbest look on her face. "I don't love you, never have.." she was shocked and she began tearing up. "Also it's your fault Naruto was raped that night... wasn't it?' "So who cares it's just Naruto... I thought you said you didn't care about him anymore.. so why would you care if I did that to him...?" she just messed up... "I love Naruto with all my heart and because of you he's terrified of most physical contact and on top of that he has to go to therapy.. because of you!" I couldn't hold it in tears were streaming down as I choke on my words. I pull out my phone and showed her I recorded her confession. She started to freak out and I hurried up and ran out of the place shutting the door and putting a wooden plank in front of the door nailing it shut. I ran to my car and drove off. I need Naruto right now, I park in front of his place and knock on his door... no answer again. That's it I looked all over the front to see if they hide a spare house key around, finding one under a little frog statue. I open the door and run to Naruto's room. He wasn't in there so I checked the bathroom in horror...

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Sorry I haven't added to this story in so long and X3 sorry for the cliffhanger but I have plans.. >:3 evil me MWAHAHAHAHA!!!

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