Three Loves {on hold kinda}

Prolouge

HUNTER

Unless your living my life then you would have absolutely no idea how hard it is to be the sister, well adopted sister of a celebrity. A teenage heartthrob who is in a boyband night I add. Yeah my brother is Daniel Seavey. Was on American Idol, can play every single instrument, had a voice of a literal angel and is every girls dream guy. How could I ever live up to that? I sing, can play like 5 instruments (Daniel taught me how to play them all) and look like that one girl that's kinda pretty but not really.

I get told a lot that I'm a wanna be singer and I'm just coping Daniel. I'm always told that I'm using him for fame and his band mates that I should just give up cause it's clear I'm not going to make it as a singer. It's easy for people to say ' don't listen to the hate ' , ' it's ok ' , and ' it's not true ' but  it's harder to say then do. Daniel is honestly my everything and without him I would have given up years ago.

I've never really connect with the other guys apart from Zach and maybe jack. I've meet them probably 4 times now. I do go to Daniels concerts when there close but I try to avoid them mainly because of fans l. There are some really sweet limelight's but also really toxic ones.

I've been offered to open up for the boys multiple times but I've turned it down every time because once again the fans but I don't wanna only been known as Daniels Seaver's sister. Also I don't know if I could handle being in a tiny bus with 5 guys for months on end. I would probably get called a slut or something like that if the toxic fans saw me with any of the other boys. Because if I'm with a boy that must mean we're ' hooking up '. 

When Daniels away for tour I'm usually with Amber and Scarlett. There sisters so they fight a lot but I'm used to it now. Amber is an actor who is also dating my brother. Scarlett is a YouTuber and a very successful one might I add. I sometimes hangout with Chris but not often because she is in New York and I'm In L.A but I do hang out with Gabbie a fair bit as well because she just had Lav so I help out with her when she needs it.

Out of all the boys I am closest with Jack because of Lavender but that's really it we only talk about Lav. Me and Zach are close as well but in a sibling way. We don't talk a lot when his on tour well I don't talk to him a lot but he does message me all the time but when we do talk ( in person ) it's like we've known each other forever. Corbyn and Jonah I don't I don't really know them much. When I do see them it's usually their little breaks during tour and when that's happening Corbyn is with Chris in New York and Jonah is... well I don't really know where he is. I see him sometimes around the house ( oh did I mention I basically live with them I have my own apartment but I'm never there because I look after there house while there on tour) but I've never properly talked to him. I haven't really liked Jonah ever though he just seems really uptight and no fun. With Corbyn I know his fun because it's well Corbyn but Jonah is always brooding and he seems annoyed. Closed of and mysterious.

The funny thing is I don't really even talk to Daniel that much either. Since he has gotten with Amber he is always with her during the breaks or is always FaceTiming her. I know I have a lot of friends but I do feel really alone sometimes.

I wonder if this is how Jonah feels

Hmm interesting ...