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narration time pt 3 mwa

jeno collected his thoughts as he takes a shower. do i like renjun? or jaemin? they're too cute. how can you choose between jaemin's charms that anyone can fall in love with, imagine the late night talks and stolen kisses you guys would share, then renjun's cute actions that makes you want to put him in a little pocket or random conversations about ghosts and aliens and you can just cuddle with him forever? (a/n: it was all cute while i was writing this until i read "imagine" haha)

it's weird how jaemin immediately asked jeno out after jeno hung out with renjun though. but jeno thinks these dates are the ones that will determine his true feelings for renjun or jaemin.

he walked out of the shower and decided to wear a white polo with some jeans, just those typical boyfriend outfits that anyone would fall in love with. he stared at himself in the mirror, checking if he looks presentable. he observes how the veins on his arms and hands spread across the rest of his body, his fluffy, newly-dyed blond hair falling on his forehead and how his eyes turn into crescents as he smile widely.

he decided to wait a few more minutes, deciding the plan for today before messaging jaemin. jeno decided to sit on the floor of his closet. he scrolls through his phone until he realized that he has never fallen in love before. "what does it feel like?" he asks his reflection in the mirror. is it magical? is it exciting? is it inspiring? jeno never knew any of that. jeno was scared of falling in love, he was afraid of getting your hopes up for that person but you just end up with a broken heart. if he had a chance to meet someone, fall in love and got a broken heart in return, what would he do anyways? would he harm himself? would he run away? would he beg the person to stay? there are so many possibilities and consequences that may happen which scares jeno.

suddenly. his thoughts was cut off by messages from jaemin,

nanamin (active) // 10:21 am

nanamin: jenooooooo
nanamin: nonoooooo
nanamin: where are you???
nanamin: i'm still getting ready so i just wanna know if you're near so i can get ready faster

jenojam: i'm about to leave my apartment nana
jenojam: see you ☺️

nanamin: omggg ok ok i'll be faster
nanamin: see you too! bye be safe love

jenojam: love? that's knew 🥵

nanamin: it's what i call r| unsent
nanamin: shut up 😐🤚

jeno chuckled at jaemin's behavior, he really called jeno love huh?

jeno stands up from his closet and finally went outside and walked towards jaemin's apartment, temporarily leaving his thoughts from earlier aside first. since jaemin is still getting ready, he decided to pass by the coffee shop. he steps in and is immediately recognized by the cashier,

"jeno! how are you?" the cashier asked. "i'm good jaehyun, going to hang out with jaemin today." jeno replied. jaehyun widened his eyes, "na jaemin? like your crush back in college jaemin? are you for real?" "yes! i'm going out with my crush back in co— woah how did you know i had a crush on him?" jeno brags about his date and stops abruptly after hearing what jaehyun said.

"bro, when i was already in the graduating year and you were at second year, for some reason, we were able to pass by your buildings so then i would spot you with jaemin. damn, you were so in love with him! with your heart eyes and the way you smile when you're with him..." jaehyun decided to share some flashbacks back in college. "ah, stop it jaehyun and just get my order." jeno waves his hands in front of jaehyun to stop him from teasing him. jaehyun laughs loudly as he takes jeno's order.

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