After hours of pushing my son was being stubborn and didn't want to come out at all. This is literally the worst day/night of my life I just wanted it to be over.
****20 minutes later****
"One last push bil" i was screaming at this point I was so fucking tired but I knew I still had to get my other child out. In the middle of me crying I heard my son Iman Blake curry sabrina puts him on top of me I started to cry he was perfect he had my color eyes and denzel lips he's a chubby baby
"You did good babe he's perfect mama" denzel say whipping his tears and kissing my lips.
"Alright billie your next contraction I want you to push as hard as you can" sabrina say I nodded as I feel a contraction I push as hard as I can I was so ready to meet my other son.
"AHHHHHHHHHH FUCCCK"
the pain that I was feeling at that moment was something different its worse than my damn ankle once again my son is being stubborn why the fuck are my children this way.
"FUCK!!!! I can't I can't I can't" I was crying in pain and I squeezed denzel hand
"Yes you can billie you got this your doing great keep pushing I know you hurting but this is almost over bil your baby boy is right there. He's waiting to meet you" Claudia say I was so tried but I knew I had to push I wanted this over with.
"Come on mama you got this don't give up... Your so strong babe alright let's got push him out"denzel is my biggest support system I nodded I opened my legs wide and grabbed them and pushed hard and the I stopped to catch my breath.
"Good billie his head is right there keep going" Claudia say I nodded and I reached my hand down there I felt his head then I had got this dumb ass idea I was gonna pull my child out of me and I'm short as fuck so I could see exactly what I was doing. everyone in the room was looking at me like I'm a crazy person but I knew this is what I wanted to do
"Denzel grabbed my legs" he nodded as I pushed hard once his shoulders was out I just grabbed him
"Ohhh my goodness" I whispered moaned and pulled him out he cries filled the room he looks just like me once his eyes meet my eyes he stopped crying his eyes are perfect he got his mamas eyes then i started to cry I was happy never been more happy in my life.
"OMG... Bil you just pulled your own baby out of your virgina... Your a for real bad bitch" Claudia and I both started to laugh and I nodded yup I pulled my son out.
"Mom what his name??" Erica asked and I smiled as the name just popped in my head.
"Kaiman grey eilish curry" i say kissing his hand and smiling looking into his light blue eyes. Denzel cut the cord he was crying because he finally got what he wanted twin boys to play ball with and to do music with man I love him
"You did it baby....also what made you wanna pull kaiman out of you" I laughed and nodded.
"I don't know... It just came to me in my head so I did it... Plus I think imma pull all of my out now." I say smiling at the twins
"Your ass is crazy but I love your crazy ass that's why I married your ass" denzel say laughing i giggled
*****30 minutes*****
The boys are sleeping they are both clam and i was tired but I had to call elise before I went to sleep not like I was actually going to get some sleep tonight but its worth a shot right?? As I walk to bed my phone started to go off and it was elise I knew something was wrong because she never calls me first unless is was serious.
"Hello... Elise is everything ok baby" I was so fucking worried
"Mom.. I can't do it anymore.. I'm moving back with you and dad tell dad to come get me and the girls please I don't wanna be driving while I'm having a panic attack" she cried my poor baby is traumatized by what que did to her ugh I can't fucking stand that bitch.
"Ok baby I'll tell dad just try to calm down baby ok I love you" i say i wanted to cry for her
"Ok i-i love you to mama" then she hung up the phone I called denzel on his phone because I didn't wanna wake the twins they was sleeping so peaceful.
"Hey babe elise needs you to go and pick her and the girls her panic attack's are and please hurry she was crying. She's moving back in with us" I say to denzel
"Alright...text her and let her know I'm on my way right now"
Our lines disconnected and I text elise to let her know dad was on his way. Good thing her room and girls rooms was done so we didn't have to anything we just need them there and they will be good to go... But I really worried about elise I feel like there's something she not telling me and I was going to figure the shit out what the fuck happened to elise before she called me..??
Ok my lazy pregnant finally fucking finished this shit I hope u enjoy... I'm sorry it took me so damn long to finish I been writing music like a crazy person and shit but anyways I love y'all...
What happened to elise before she called???
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I Only Want U
FanfictionBillie finally tells her family about her and denzel due to her pregnancy with a bit of a twist will billie keep making music and tell her fans everything or will she keep her And denzel on the low until she is 20 but stop doing music to be a mom to...