"Do you love me?" I asked but no answer came from his mouth. I ran out of his office crying. How could he do that to me? I wanted to confess my love to him, but he couldn't even look me in the eyes. I jumped in my car and drove off. My eyes were red, tears flowed down my cheeks and it was hard for me to concentrate on the road. I stopped at a park. I got out of my car and sat on the lawn. Why does he have to break my heart over
and over again? Every time it hurts more and more. I still love him, but he doesn't love me,
he loves Lauren, I have to accept that. I lay down on the grass. It was warm and soft.
Simon:
The last thing I saw was how Amanda stormed out of my office and then I realized what I just did. Once again I broke the heart of the love of my life. I grabbed the keys of my car and ran after her. I followed her until she stopped at a park. She got out and there I saw that her eyes were red and puffy. I was angry with myself for being the cause of her sadness. I saw her sit on the lawn and after a few minutes she lay down. I carefully opened the door of my car and walked over to her. She had fallen asleep and she looked so hurt. I lay down beside her, but decided not to fall asleep in case she woke up.
Amanda:
Slowly I opened my eyes, but I closed them immediately, because I could not believe that Simon really was next to me. That man seriously had some nerves. But he was still beside me when I opened my eyes again. I didn't feel like talking to him, so I got up and walked slowly to my car. Suddenly Simon grabbed me from behind and carried me back to the place where we had been lying earlier.
"Let me go!" I tried to get away from him, but he was much stronger than me.
"Please Amanda, let's talk about what happened earlier," he sat down.
"So now, you want to talk, I'm tired of you hurting me all the time, so just leave me alone," I ran to my car and got in. I stopped in front of my house and wiped my tears away. When I was inside, I changed and went to bed.
The next day I had breakfast, sat in the living room and turned on the TV. There was nothing interesting, so I turned it off again. I was bored, which gave me the idea to listen to some music. I danced for a while, but stopped abruptly when I heard someone knock on the door. I immediately went to see who it was and of course it was the person I least wanted to see.
"Simon, no thanks!" I wanted to close the door, but Simon held it tight.
"Please let me in," he begged me. He sounded sad, which somehow made my heart ache, so I let him in even though I was still mad at him. We sat on the sofa. The music was still playing, Simon noticed that I was a bit sweaty and suddenly he started to laugh.
"What is so funny?" I asked.
Simon:
"You were dancing before I came weren't you?" I found the thought of Amanda moving to the music sweet, hot, but also funny because she hated to dance in front of others.
"No," Amanda said, got up and crossed her arms, but I knew she was lying because she was embarrassed. I got up and stood in front of her.
"You don't have to be embarrassed, you used to dance in my presence often." Amanda's face went red and she had to grin for a moment. How beautiful she is! Suddenly a slow song started playing and I took her hands in mine and started dancing with her.
No POV:
Their eyes were reflecting their love for each other. Amanda rested her head on Simon's chest and he wrapped his arms around her. Simon released her and moved his hand to cup her cheek.
Amanda:
He took one of my hair strands and placed it behind my ear. His fingers moved to my lips. Then he kissed me suddenly. I kissed him back. It was a wonderful kiss. Full of passion. I sat on his lap and he put his hands on my hips as I ran my fingers through his hair. But then suddenly I stopped.
"What's wrong babe?" he looked worried.
"What we're doing is wrong, you love Lauren," I replied.
"Amanda, I don't love Lauren and it was a huge mistake to start a relationship with her because, in fact, I love you."
I could not believe it.
"I love you too Simon and I'd do anything for you." He lifted me off the sofa and carried me into the bedroom.
The next day, I woke up in Simon's arms.
"Good Morning Sunshine," he said.
"We should do this more often," I said, snuggling as close to him as I could.
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