**Sophies P. O. V.**
Well after that amazing weekend I had with Seth it was time to go back to school.
"Hey!" I heard Natalie yell.
"Oh hey Natalie"
"So I heard you and Seth Greene are like dating now!!" She said it like he had never been with a girl before.
"Yeah, why does that surprise you? "
Suddenly I got really curious.
"Because he has never really been with a girl before just as a fling but ever since you showed up he hasnt even flirted with anyone so you must be really special to him."
"Just a fing?" I asked. I hope that I was not just some fling.
Natalie must have recognized something about my voice because she was quickly making sure I knew that I wasnt just anpther one of Seth Greenes many flings.
"Yea, but your definitely not just a fling to him. I heard him talking to Tyler Podman about you he really likes you maybe even loves you."
I about choked when she said he might even love me. I knew he cared deeply but I wasnt sure if he cared enough for me not to be a fling.
"Yea, your right no way im just a fling right?"
"No way, he never would talk to tyler about girls unless he is serious about them."
Thats a good thing or at least i think it is.
"Okay, what class do you have now?" I asked suddenly eager to change the subject.
"Honors English three. What to you have?"
"Same, lets get going so we arent late."
"Okay, lets go."
**After School**
"Hey babe." Seth said I couldnt help but to get butterflies in my stomache when he called me babe. I mean i have had boyfriends before but they never called me babe they always called me Sophie.
"Hey Seth."
"How was school?"
"It was good. I have become really good friends with a girl named Natalie." He froze.
"Natalie Portman? Kinda short, red hair, not really tan?" He asked really fast. Geez what was his problem?
"Yeah, why?" I asked.
"She and I used to umm... we used to. Uh.. have.. you know um... sex."
"Did you date her?" Well that explains how she knew so much about him.
"No." He said
"Why?"
"I didnt really date anyone before you. You are my first girlfriend." Holy. Fucking. Shit. I am his first at something.
"I. Am. Your. First?" I didnt even try to hide my surprise.
"Yes, why does that surprise you?" I could see that he was hurt just a little by me being surprised. But come on you cant blame me he is fucking attractive. I figured he would have dated hundreds of girls.
**Seths P. O. V**
I just told her that I havent ever had a girlfriend and she was my first. It wasn't a lie. When I was seven I absolutely adored her I always wanted to be her boyfriend. I orginally thought I would never even have sex with anyone until I saw her again but when I was thirteen I was at a party with my older brother Jessie and there was this girl and she was all over me and she told me that it was okay to do stuff like that. She also told me that I would feel much better after it. So I did I had sex with her. Then I kind of got addicted and I just couldnt stop so i selpt with a lot more girls.
"I just figured you would have had relationship since your nineteen."
"Nope." I said popping the 'p'
"Okay, well glad I am your first something." She said with a little hastyness behind her voice
"What do you mean?" I asked a bit to fast
"I mean that you have slept with a lot of girls but you never dated them." She said calmly.
"Are you upset that I have slept with alot of girls?" I asked her being totally curious.
"No." She said while looking down I could tell she was lying.
"Your lying." It bothers her. Damn it I always mess things up.
"Okay, so what if I care a little bit. But it was your past. I need to ask you something."
"Okay ask."
"Did we use pertection last time we had sex?"
Fuck , I dont think that we did.
"I dont acually know, why?"
"Well if we didnt then it gives me a chance to see if my birth control is working." She said. Thank god that she is on the pill.
"Well at least your on the pill." I said acually gratefull something worked out.
"Can i ask you something else?" She sure is full of questions.
"Yes you dont have to ask me if you can ask me something."
"Okay, why didnt you date anyone else?."
I knew this question was bound to pop up eventually.
"See when I was seven and you were five I had a crush on you I always wanted to be your boyfriend so I vouched that no matter what girl asked me out I wouldnt date them because I have to save a first something for you."
I must have said the righ
t thing because she smiled and gave me a hug and a kiss.
"Im glad that you didnt forget me and im sorry that I forgot you."
"You couldnt help it you were so young and I had a picture of you by my bed so its not like I could just forget."
"Can you give me a picture of you?"
"Yes I will give you anything you want. I promise."
"Anything?'
"Yes, anything."
"Even pepperoni pizza and a bottle of Dr.pepper?"
"Yes, is that all you want?"she is so simple. I love her.
"Yes, thats all I want im just hungry. "
"Okay so lets go now." I suggested.
"Yes, i mean if you want to." She added that last part rather quickly.
"I will always want to do everything you want to do." I assured her.
"I love you Seth"
"I love you too Sophie."
I really do love her. What would she think if she found out that I am a fighter and that I smoke.
I will find out eventually cause I dont like keeping stuff from her. I dont want our relationship to be based on lies.
I was mentally battleing myself when I heard tireds squeal and sopheie scream
"Seth!" She screamed and that was the last thing she said before the truck collided with the passenger door. Fuck.
When I woke up I was surrounded by doctors and nurses.
"Where is Sophie?" I asked.
"Shes in the ICU."
I saw her grandma on the way to the bathroom but she ignored me. I hope sophie is okay. I couldnt help the pain in my chest I had told her so many times tha I wouldnt hurt her but I did and I could have killed her. I couldnt help but cry. I never cried but today I did I sat down on my bed and cried.
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Attracted
Romanceseth was just another "bad boy" sophie was your adverage teenage girl. but when those two meet what will happen? read and find out!
