i got a fringe and cut my hair short, although i have to grow it again because of my dad's wedding in a year >:T
i lost a bit of weight but it's a bit of a struggle :(
sky and i like each other but we're scared of dating in case we break up! jenonochoco_
sky and i have been talking for about a year and a half now >:3 i'm surprised she's stuck up with me this long
i got a new phone!! and i don't get it taken off me anymore so i can finally grow up and not be treated like a child (even though i still am one)
i'm in 4th year now! in a year i'll be doing my gcses... it's a bit scary :o
i got myself out of a toxic relationship that lasted 4 months, and so far i'm feeling so much better and know how to handle myself better in those kinds of relationships now <3
i'm a lot stronger emotionally, but sometimes i have little breakdowns. i am extremely anxious though, but my gp is helping with that so it's fine hehe
i'm dressing up as noodle from gorillaz (phase 2, el mañana) for halloween! this is what i'm going for:
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i'm still 5'5" >:T
i've made a lot of new friends over my break! some names are libby, keren, nami, tamima, ava, akhila, juliette, abi, rachel, axel, noreen, caragh, molly, soph (aRe yOu hApPy nOw) and so much more!! i couldn't be happier hehe
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i think from this update you can see that hardships can make a person stronger. my last few updates were quite depressing and i was going through a really hard time in a toxic relationship that i couldn't get out of. luckily, it finally ended at the start of july. i had a lot of dark thoughts after that, thinking i wasn't good enough for the person, and i kept wanting to go back to them. with the help of my friends, i was able to overcome all of that and realise that i didn't need my ex. i was better than that. if i went back, i would just go back to square one. i still get flashbacks now and then when i'm out sometimes, and they're a bit scary to be honest, but sky's really helping with that, and i couldn't thank her enough.
