𝒟ℴ ℐ𝓉 ℱℴ𝓇 𝒟𝒶𝒹𝒹𝓎 | 𝒴ℴℴ𝓃ℳ𝒾𝓃

24

A/N: There are suggestions of sexual abuse in this chapter. Proceed at your own risk.

Yoongi sniffled and flinched as his father ran his finger tips down Yoongi's arm. "Why are you crying now? Held it back until I was finished huh?" Yoongi wiped his tears away. "It's nothing dad... just got into a fight with Jimin." Yoongi said softly. "Can I go to my room now?" Yoongi asked, not turning back to look at his father. "Fine. You have school tomorrow anyways and it's already late."

Yoongi winced as he sat up and stretched a bit before he quickly picked up his clothes. His father grabbed his wrist tightly. "He better not be here later." Yoongi shook his head. "He won't be... can I please leave now?" Yoongi asked again with more desperation. His father let go of his wrist and watched as Yoongi got up and walked over to the door. "Aren't you going to say something?"

Yoongi hesitated at the door before he set his clothes on the bed and walked over to his father. He took a deep breath before he forced a small smile onto his face. "Good night... daddy." Yoongi said softly before he leaned down and gave his father a quick kiss before he grabbed his things and left.

Yoongi began to silently sob as he walked to the bathroom, throwing his clothes into the hamper before he turned the shower on and stepped inside. All Yoongi wanted was for Jimin to come hold him, but Yoongi knew better than to wish for that, he was sure he had completely ruined their friendship this time and not in a good way.

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Jimin kicked the door of his car as he laid in the backseat. He was in some abandoned parking lot, god knows where. He had turned his phone off so he couldn't check his GPS. Jimin sighed heavily and wiped away another tear. He had been crying on and off over the boy he loved so much. He knew Yoongi hadn't meant what he had said, Jimin could instantly see the regret in the elder's eyes.

But Jimin was also human and just couldn't take it any longer. He was tired of the elder toying with his heart, giving him false hope. Jimin groaned and sighed, knowing he couldn't solely place the blame on Yoongi. He himself didn't have to try as hard as he did, practically forcing himself on Yoongi, manipulating him to get what he wanted. But Yoongi having sex with his little brother was too far for him.

Yoongi and his brother had both broken his trust and his heart. Jimin knew that he and Yoongi weren't exclusive or anything, but he thought the elder would of known better to of went for his little brother. Jimin groaned out of frustration again over his thoughts and kicked the door once again. He sat up in the back seat of his car before he climbed to the front and turned his car on to check the time.

Jimin sighed and decided to turn his phone on and check to see if the elder had tried to get in contact with him. The only calls and text he got were from his parents. Jimin was deleting their texts when an unreplied to message caught his eye. Jimin pouted and sighed as he debated on contacting Jungkook. He didn't want to do what Yoongi was doing to him, but he didn't want to be alone anymore. So, he decided to call the elder.

Jungkook quickly grabbed his phone and checked the screen. Jungkook smiled brightly before he calmed himself down and answered as he sat up in his bed. "Hello?" He asked. "Hey... I am so sorry for ignoring you... I've just had a lot to deal with lately..." Jungkook hummed. "It's okay, Jimin. I figured you weren't interested so I just left you alone."

Jimin sighed softly. "Well... Umm... could we actually speak in person?" Jimin asked. Jungkook raised his eyebrows. "Oh, um sure! Did you want to meet somewhere or you could come here if you want... my parents aren't home." Jimin played with the tear in his jeans. "Sure, just text me your address?" Jungkook smiled brightly. "Yeah! No problem! I'll do that now! See you in a bit, Jiminshi." Jimin blushed as Jungkook hung up. Soon enough, he got a text from the elder. Jimin sighed softly and put his address in and started his car.

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Yoongi wiped his eyes for what felt like the millionth time as he got dressed. Yoongi sighed softly and picked up his phone as he laid down on his bed. He unlocked it and opened Jimin's messages. He wanted to write an apology, but he wasn't quite sure what all he should be apologizing for. Did he want to apologize for being insecure and scared to let Jimin love him and to let himself love Jimin?

As much as Yoongi suppressed his feelings around Jimin, he couldn't help but notice just how the younger boy made him feel. Jimin was constantly on his mind. Every single guy he had been with couldn't compare to Jimin, especially the guys who tried to be emotionally involved with Yoongi. Taehyung was the closest to Jimin Yoongi had come to. But of course no one else could be Jimin.

Yoongi sighed and turned over on his side. Yoongi looked into Jimin's eyes as the younger laid next to him. Yoongi scoffed. "I'm so going crazy." Yoongi whispered. 'Jimin' chuckled. "And you say I have a vivid imagination." Yoongi pouted. "You do..." Yoongi took a deep breath and sighed out. "Why won't you let me move on?" Yoongi asked.

Jimin smiled. "Yoongi, it's not just me. You're the one who doesn't want to move on. You're in love with me, but something... someone, isn't letting you love me." Yoongi pouted. "Taehyung?" Jimin shook his head. Yoongi's bottom lip trembled. "M-my dad?" Jimin leaned in closed and looked into Yoongi's eyes. "It's you, Yoongi. You won't let me love you... let me help you. You know I'd do anything for you... you know how much I regret what I did, that no matter what, I'll live with that guilt forever... the guilt of ever hurting you. You know how much we belong together."

Yoongi whispered as he tried to hold back his tears. He took a shaky breath before he spoke. "I-I know... but I'm so scared, Jimin..." Jimin rested his forehead against Yoongi's. "Just let me in, hyung... and I'll show you why you don't have to be afraid. A love like ours is so rare, Yoongi... do you really want to cut the last string holding it together?" Yoongi cried more and closed his eyes. "No, Jimin... I... I want to be with you. I'm... I'm in love with you... so in love with you..." Yoongi whispered.

He shivered as he felt Jimin's lips on his forehead. "Then let me love you... let yourself love me. Let me in, hyung." Jimin whispered before Yoongi opened his eyes and the younger disappeared. Yoongi wiped his eyes before he slowly sat up and picked up his phone, staring at the black screen as he took a deep breath. "You have to let him in... it'll be okay." Yoongi whispered to himself before he opened his phone and turned off his lights.