The same inside out.

First look...

Welcome to my story, The same inside out! You should check out the description if you haven't read it! Or you can start reading, I don't mind. Warning, this story contains suicide themes and homophobic thought. (ps:I mean, like some characters are homophobic, I'm not at all- I am actually pan sooo-)

September....

Pov Akayu:

You know this soulmate thingie, well in this world very few will find their's so people commonly date someone even if they aren't soulmates. But that's not what interests us here. It's how you discover your soulmate...

It all started as a crush...You say to yourself "it's just a crush if we got in a relationship love would fade away" thingies like that. But strangely you feel more and more, weaker? You get this kinda nauseous feeling, you only think about this person. Then when it's enough for you, you want your rejection. You go to them and confess. You wait for the pain, but something else happens the person feels the same way. Then a little time after that, you see an explosion of petals of your favorite kind all over the place. After that a little tatoo appears somewhere on your body, it's a red heart who will turn black if your soulmate dies. There isn't anything else that happened in my experience yet.

It all started with a simple look...Just a normal look, but he somehow understood me. He knew I was like him...Someone who is "hiding behind a screen".

3-third pov:

Akayu sat down at her place in school, one of the places she hated the most when people were here. It was the day where she announced to her parents what she wanted to do in the future.

"Hey, did you heard about the new rumor about the twins?" asked Kanashi Kuroi

"I couldn't care less" responded Akayu

Kanashi knew that Akayu was kinda curious about it, but she had a reputation to keep.

"well the twins are supposed gays but the person who started the rumor doesn't have a clue. Is it true? " Asked Kananshi

"I guess, tch" responded Ikatteiru a.k.a telling her bestie that it was true, a hundred percent true-

"oh yeSSSS YAOI" told Kanashi happily

"pff- tch gays are gross" responded Akayu not believing a word she said.

Kanashi was a little hurt but knew that it wasn't true and that Akayu would say sorry thousand of times when they were out of school. She also heard the start of the laugh of Akayu.

The teacher started her class while Akayu slept during all of the class, the teachers didn't mind she is an A+ student. How? It's a mystery, but it's funny when some teachers call her out to respond to a question, she gets it right. Funny, huh? No? Well for me it is OKAY. And this also 'helps' her reputation.

Her reputation is all to her, she needs it to feel safe. Because she doesn't feel safe at all, she was bullied and decided to become the bully. It worked, so she continued she felt safe because no one could possibly dare to moke her. She actually doesn't care anymore what people say to her face, what she does care is what they say on her back.

Akayu is bisexual, in fact, she already dated a girl. The Pinkette thought that the girl was her soulmate because she didn't know that much about soulmates at that time. She didn't find out who she was yet at that time, and when she knew who she really was. She knew more about life.

But why wasn't the girlfriend of the Pinkette her soulmate..? Well, they WERE the perfect couple, well perfect in the basis they completed each other perfectly, like yin and yang. The problem was that Yuuto cheated on Akayu because she was only using Akayu's naivete at her advantage, or they just seemed like a yin and yang...