Hold Your Breath (a dead by daylight nurse story)

The Thing

I wake up in pitch darkness...
I feel contained... But free...
As if I am in my own mind... My head feels light.
Suddenly a sharp knife like claw perices through my throat...but I dont bleed... I mean I bled a little but... Not as much as I should have. I look down at the thing and it is a black and orange claw... Suddenly I am flinged through the air and suddenly I can see everything except... I feel like a pillow case is over my head and since theres a hope in my throat and I am being suffocated I can only hear my own raspy breaths.
Suddenly I can hear a demonic voice say "FLOAT".
I don't understand but I try to comply...
Suddenly I feel a sharp pain in my head and I lightly float down to a patch of old grass... I see a campfire with a teenage girl at it.
The voice now tells me to concentrate and think about going towards the girl.
I float towards her and then she melts away and I am told to go back and try again. Yet again I comply with the voice... I hope it will help me out.
I am told to hold my hand out and concentrate.
Once I hold my hanf out I an see my skin is... Decaying... Oh my god... Where am I...
A flame forms in my pond and once I let go in fear I fly toward at an unknown speed. This time I am in the face of the girl... But she doesnt have an expression.. Like she is a mannequin.
I suddenly have a bonesaw in my hand and I have a feeling I'm supposed to hit her with the bonesaw.
It slash the girls face and she falls down and is moaning in pain.
Oh my god what am I doing to her shes just a little girl...
I have a flashback to mr in the asylum, stabbing nurse Morris in the eye and then forcing a watch down her throat... Oh my god... I am a monster...
The voice now bellows through my head and it hurt so much. It basically screamed "FINISH HER OFF"
This time I feel like I am forced to comply.
I teleport onto her and start choking her out watching her eyes pop out and roll back.
I cant help but feel bad for her, I lightly stroke her face and hover above her.
A glass shard falls from the sky and splits the girl in half and she melts away.
But I'm not voncerned for her anymore...
I see myself in the mirror and see myself forthe first time in what feels like years.
I have a pillow case over my head and I can see the outlines of my mouth and blackness where my eye was...
I'm still wearing my uniform but its all ripped apart and destroyed.
The bonesaw I am holding is bloody and I'm levitating abive the ground...
I am no longer a killer...
I am now... A monster...
The voice says
" Sally, you are now henceforth the nurse, your teleporting powers is called blinking.
You can use these powers to go through walls and suprise attack survivors."
I can't beleive I have to do this to other people...
In supposed to help them...