IT imagines 2017-2019

Philophobia

Ben hascom (older version)

(Sad)

E/n= eye colour H/n= Hair colour Y/n= your name L/n= Last name M/n= moms name D/n= Dads name

Hope you guys like this one!❤️💔

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3RD PERSONS POV

It was 12 in the morning when you got the call from mike saying that you had to come back to Derry  Maine to kill the motherfucking clown again... you honestly didn't care about dying you weren't scared of it anymore. You weren't scared of anything anymore, your were numb, out of touch with your feelings because you already faced your fears right......?

You packed your suitcase grabbed your shoes opened the  front door and got it your car and started driving off to dairy Maine. After a few hours of driving and jamming to your favourite songs you saw a familiar sign that said 'welcome to Derry Maine!'. You smiled knowing you were back in your hometown but not for the right reason. Your smiled soon faded as you thought of your best friends 'did they forget about you?' Did they still liked having you around' 'did they change?' You thought .

As you pulled up to the restaurant you walked in and saw your friends in the far back 'they all changed' you thought. You walked into the room and all eyes turned to you everything went quiet you started to feel your palms getting sweaty and your eyes glossed over you were about to cry until Richie said "Wow y/n you got hotter" you laughed and went up to hug him. Then everyone slowly started to hug you and start to go back to normal.

As everyone started getting lost in there own conversations joking around and what not. You just sat there and looked around the room you had a bad feeling something was gonna happen. You were about to get up until  you felt a hand grab you from under the table you looked around the room and realized that everyone was so caught up in there talking they didn't even notice you. You  then felt the hand go up your skirt and and slide into your underwear.

You froze all the memories from that moment come flooding in... you grabbed the arm and twisted it around but as soon as you were about to snap it it grabbed your throat and started to choke you. You screamed but they were muffled so you banged on the table instead all the heads turned to you and there expressions changed in a second. The first people to get up and help you was ben and bill while the rest stared in shock and fear especially Eddie. As soon as they pried the hand off of you it vanished like it was never there in the first place.

You gasped loudly and coughed "Jesus Christ y/n are you okay" Ben said in shock, you just nodded and got up "where are you going?" Beverly said "I just need some air that's all"  I said. "Okay be carful" Bill said "I will" I said and walked out of the restaurant. You breathed in the cold night air and sighed. There was a bench next to a tree 'why not' I thought, you walked over to it and sat down you pulled you knees to your chest and sobbed. Letting the tears run down your face like a waterfall, letting  all the emotions that you kept away for so long come back.

You were crying for so long you didn't even notice someone sit down beside you. You felt someone hug you not caring who it was you hugged them back and sobbed in the crook of there neck. When your finished you lifted your head from the Persons neck and looked at them. It was hard to see because Your eyes were still blurry from crying but when you wiped your eyes and saw a little clearer you saw it was Ben. He smiled softly and you smiled back. "How are you feeling?" Ben asked. "A little better now that your here" you said while sniffling a few times.

You hugged him again and sighed he rubbed your back and kissed your forehead. We stayed like that for a couple of minutes until I pulled back and looked at him in his brown eyes (A/n: I didn't know what colours his eyes are) and he looked back at mine then I did something I never thought I would do in a long time......I kissed ben hascom for the first time in my life and he kissed me back. I pulled away "I love you y/n l/n" Ben said "I-I-I-I love you to Ben"  You said and kissed him again.

He was my light and I was his darkness........

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A/n 

This was a pretty long chapter but I'm proud of it!

I know I said I won't be doing smut but I can do it for the older versions so if you would like that comment 😄😊

Vote and like if you enjoyed!❤️

Word count: 831

See ya next chapter!

Peace out✌️

Mila