Don't Say Goodbye. Not Ever Again. (A Harry Styles love story) *ONGOING SERIES*

Chapter Three: I Hope She Does && This Horrible Flashback. #so sad

What's up muhh people?(: Ive didicated this chapter to BethHelton.. Check out her stories!! (: #much apprieciated(: Sorrry i haven.t been uploadinnn lately.(: I know, i know so disappointing. ^^Ima spice it up a bit.(: Get it intrestin.(: Hahaa.(: On the side is Stella, in real-life her name is Jadyn Allen and shes muhh BFF. (: Haha Btw, when I write, I write it from the top of my head && make it up as I go Just to let you know(: I kindaa cried while writing the #flashback# ): On the side is this hot dude I found on Youtube.(: His name is Jordan Jansen.(: He sings wonderfullly.(: Check him out and his other videos too.(: I put his video/song on the side.(: NO HATEEE<3 He made a cover of One Thing if that makes you feel better you Directioners.(:

Love you always, Noelle xx <3 WITTHHH LOVEE!!! Lol Hope you like it!

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Harry's POV-

I really hope Madi felt the same about me. Ever since that day on the beach when we were 11 and we kissed, I really wanted to ask her to be my girfriend but I was too scared that it'd ruin our friendship and I wouldn't of liked that. And when I left to go 'be famous', I should of never said goodbye. The biggest mistake I could of made. I got my phone, computer, all electronics that belonged to me taken away for some reason when I left. So I had so connection whatsoever with her. I never remembered her phone number. Ugh..

"U-u-uhhh...."

She trailed off and sounded confused. Maybe it's too early to tell her that I love her..? We arn't even girlfriend-boyfriend yet. Oopssyy. /: Aww, but I don't want my little baby doll to be confused! Okay, what just happened Harry? You just called her your little baby doll.

"Your little baby doll?? Hahaa.."

OHMIGOD!! OHMIGOD. Did I just say that out loud? Ugh, yes you did. Nice goin', Harry. Now what's she gonna think?

"I've always loved your laugh and when you sang to me that one time...."

I remembered that night. I couldn't say anymore, it was so dreadful. She had me in her arms and I felt safe, but still, seeing her cry like that was awful. /: The way she was upset that day. I choked back my tears. Grrr, stupid tears! Oh no..another flashback comin' on. (author's note: Prepare to cry. It's a bit dramatic. Get a tissue ready...........)

#Flashback# (Still Harry's POV)

Today was Madi's 13th birthday and it looked like it was about to pour outside. So I started walking to her house before it would rain. I had her little gift in my hands and that big cheeky smile on my face. I texted her and told her I'd be on my way. Every time I look at her contact name I smile. It's the perfect one for her. It says 'Muhh Gorgeousss Future Wife :3' I know right? Sexyyy name for a beautiful girl. So yeah, I was just cuttin' through this alley way when I just remembered something horrible. I have bullys and I get beat up by them all the time and when I see Madi I have to tell her lies that I just feel off my bike or something other than that. Which I hate to do. It's for her own safety and if I do tell, they will actually kill me. No joke. I know, it kinda sounds like I'm a wimp right now but they're older than me and I can't help that. I also remembered they smoke 'bad stuff' (yes, weed) every Tuesday in this alley way and today is Tuesday!! Crud! I'm in deep trouble!!! And they come around this time too! I keep walking but I pick up the pace. Dang, I never noticed how long this friggin' alley way is. ):< I feel a raindrop hit my cheek. Double crud!!! (If that even makes sense) It starts pouring. I hear deep laughing coming from behind. Noooooooooo! I look back and I see three guys smoking' and walking toward me. Who smokes in the pouring rain? Anyways, I was scared to death as I stood there paralyzed, not moving. They were still walking toward me and I carefully slipped Madi's present into my leather jacket pocket. They almost got to me when I finally had the guts to run. Run!!!!! Ahhh! They threw their smoking cigs (idk) on the ground and ran after me. Let's just say I'm not the fastest guy in the world. I knew it was no use to run but I did it anyway. The first guy grabbed my arm and threw me into the brick wall. Pain shot threw my whole body. I cringed. The second guy took first blow. Punching me right in the ribs while the other guys were kicking me and laughing after I've gotton thrown on the ground. Oh, my god. I'm going to die. I just know it. No one to save me. Farewell my beloved Madison. <3 I felt my heart race. Thinking and being the smart person I am, even though my head hurts like crazy, I grabbed my phone and dialed Madi's number while I could. Let me tell you. That was quite difficult I must say. My phone was then knocked out of my hands and flown onto the ground at least two feet away from me. At least I got it on speaker phone before it got kicked outta my hands. I don't care if I brake their rules and tell someone. I'm really going to die of all the physical beatings I take from them. If I don't I will be long gone. Madi picked up immediately. "MADI!! HELP ME! QUICK!!! I'M IN THE ALLEY WAY ON THIRTY-FIRST STREET-" I got cut off beacuse apparently the first guy noticed and crushed my phone under his heavy motorcycle boots. Jerk! That was the new IPhone I got 2 weeks ago! Ugh, great. (note the sarcasm) Well at least she heard my plead. (: Let's pray she comes quick. I can't take this anymore. My face all bashed up and every limb in my body hurts. I can't help but let the tears come. You would have cried too. Trust me. 'This is the end.' I think to myself as my eye lids start to droop over the sight of my bullys smirking and laughing and punching me wherever. "Harry!" I hear my name in the distance and the faint sound of someone running. "HARRY!"  I hear again but louder. Noticing that they're calling for me, I fling my eyelids open to see the love of my life running toward me soaking wet and my bullys running away. Dang, that was quick. Thank you God for answering my prayer. That quickly. I was still laying on the ground basicly in a puddle mixed with some blood and water. She came running and then she sits on the ground next to me and lifted my head to rest on her lap. She's so warm and smells nice. My hero. "I can't believe I let this happen to you! I'm so sorry! It's all my fault!" I could see tears running down her face from her pretty mint(blue/green) eyes. She looked away and toward my bullys that were still running. See? I told you. This alley way is longggg. "HEY!! I'M NOT DONE WITH YOU!!! YOU HAVE TO GET THROUGH ME TO TOUCH HIM!! STAY AWAY YOU BUTTFACES!" She yells at them. I smile. Then the third guy yelled out and we could both clearly hear his words, "Shut up you f***ing(he said the bad word) b****(he said another bad word)!!!!!!!!!" I got an overly-protecting feeling like she's my girl and I could feel her tense up from hearing the words from his mouth. Ugh, irritating. "No, Madi. I'm the one who's sorry and I guess a wimp. If I told you I was bullied then you would stand up for me like you're doing now..and I would hate to see you get hurt. You are too important to me. You're my best friend. Always." I was crying but you couldn't really hear that my voice was shakey from those bullies a couple mintes ago. The rain was pretty loud. I saw tears fall from her eyes too. "D-don't worry, H-harry poooh. I won't let them touch you. Nothing's fine I'm torn. I'm all outt of faith and this is how I feel. I'm cold and I am shamed lyin naked on the floor. illusions never change into somthin real. I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn. You're a little late and I'm all ready torrrrn." She sang lifted me up and hugged me tight. Pain struck through my body again, but I didn't care. I tried to hug back, but I just couldn't move my arms because that was the part of me that was in so much pain. I gritted my teeth but smiled at the same time. Her voice was so angelic. Better than mine. But it was a weak smile. I was just happy she's my best friend. I really am. We sat there sobbing in each others' arms in the dark alley way in the pouring rain.  I wanted to kiss her, but I couldn't 'cause that would be just weird for all of us. Trust me. Making a move on your best friend at a time like this is pretty difficult for a guy like me. Never am I going to make her cry like this again. No. Bad Harry! I blushed. Maybe Iove her...? I'll tell her later. Let's see this on the brightside; I HAVE NO MORE BULLIES THANKS TO MY BESTEST FRIEND! Babe in my case :D Thank you. I could've died without you.

#End of Flashback# (author's note: okay, lets just pretend that was a quick flashback in his mind even though it took you forever to read. Haha, I know. awwwhh!! So heart breaking!!) ):

I froze not saying a word. Such a horrible memory. I shouldn't of brought it up. mannn..

Madi's POV#

"I've always loved your laugh and when you sang to me that time...."

He trailed off. We both fell silent. I guess he was just remembering that day.... I knew exactly what he was talking about. The day when I turned 13 and I sang to him in that dark alley way to calm his shivering from those bullies. He was beat up bad. I really did get them back the next time they confronted Harry. I beat them up pretty badly while Harry was behind me watching and staring with wide eyes. Yes, I knew some kung fuuu /karate. They never touched or talked to him again.

"Yeah, I rememeber..."

I said, tears coming out of my eyes.

"Oh, and about that question-"

I got cut off by Harry saying,

"No, it's alright, love. You don't have to answer if you don't want to. Sorry for putting the pressure on ya."

"Oh, okay. I'll text you tomorrow and tell you my answer. I don't want to completely ignore it. I need to think about it."

"HEYYYYYYYYYY MADIIIIII!!" 

Uhhh, what the heck....This voice was unfamiliar....????