Custom Poetry

A Letter To No-One

Dear No One,
I don't like you, i don't hate you.
I don't want to be around you.
I don't want to be alive.
I want to kill myself.
You take away everything from me.
Then when i have nothing left but to try to convert my anger into something else,
I act and do bad things.
I do not want to be like you, more the other.
I want to be on my own.
I want to be left alone.
You don't like me, anyways,
Because love and like are two different things.
You don't like my weys, my personality nor myself.
Don't pretend to like me.
I do not serve a purpose in ur life, but to serve you as you get old.
And even then, if you treat me ill now, i may not know you later.
Don't put me in ur will, i do not want what you have
Because you seem to think that treating oneself is better than living properly.
Children weren't meant to be ill treated.
You refuse their right as if you were god.
You seem to think you are above all.
Think.
Use ur brain.
You have lost your daughter.
She has been lost for 4 years.
You do not want her in your house.
She does not want to be in your house.
Why put up with her?
You are trying to spite their father,
Or them maybe?
I don't like it.
I don't like your personality.
I want to get away from you.
Only distance will make me love you.
You have made me into a mad person.
And the other as well, has contributed.

I don't want to be like either of you.
I hate myself.
I want to kill myself
Because i am a product of you
I cannot say my feeling out loud.
You do not believe me.

I am depressed.
I am sad
I do not want to live with you
You make things harder than they should be
So when I act out, I hope you don't care
I hope you send me away because it would be beneficial to both of us
Space

I can't tell you how happy I'd be.
When I leave this house.
This uncomfortable house.
This troublesome house.
This meddlesome house.
I hate this house.
I hate this area.
I hate those beds, those spaces.

I hate your choices.