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Violet P.O.V
"Is been a week and every time I seen him is awkward and I think bailey picking up on it."I sign as I lean against the hands.
"Violet brad is just wants a family with you and if you to forgive Him,brad is a good dad I see it but don't you think he's trying to hard to be with you,I mean what happens he's using you again."Perrie saids.
But my mind goes back when me and brad had a heart to heart on the tour bus when everyone was sleeping including bailey.
*FLASHBACK*
"Okay okay tell me this if we never met what you be doing?"I asked as we lay on the couch back of the bus.
"I'll probably be with the boys doing tours but I be very sad because I don't have you or bailey."brad saids with a pout.
"Did you think bailey would be so close to you when you met her?"I asked.
"I thought she wouldn't trust me,I mean her father didn't see her for 4 years so I didn't think she wouldn't want anything to do with me."brad saids honestly.
"Same I thought she be closed off to you but turns out she wanted a father more then I knew."I said and he nods.
"What about you if you didn't have bailey or your company what would you be doing?"brad asked as we both sit up.
"I probably be a teacher or something to do with music?"I said.
"Why a teacher?"brad asked.
"Because my dad always said I'll Be a great teacher so I would go for it."I shrug.
"I think you be amazing singer,I still have the video of the song you wrote for me."brad saids and I blush.
"I was so in love with you."I chuckle.
"I was so in love with you too,but my selfish mind really wanted to get out of Birmingham and do my dream with the boys,like I said I didn't have a father till I was 17 my dad always worked he never show my mum how much he loved her till he had a heart attack from working so hard. Maybe if they show they love each other, maybe I knew what love is like I do now maybe you would still be mine and we have raised our daughter together,I'm not blaming them though is still my fault and my biggest regret."brad saids playing with my fingers.
"I always saw how much you're parents love each other even how much they worked my dad had his own business that's one job,you're mum had two jobs and you're dad had three but they always made time for each other i always hated coming to you're house because I was so jealous of your parents I wanted mine to be happy and in love like that."brad continues as he grip my hand.
"They always said don't let work get in the way with your soulmate."i said and he chuckles softly.
"I always wanted to come up to them and say how much I'm sorry for hurting you and I be the best father to bailey and the best co-parent with you but I can't."brad saids.
"You will one day."I said and he smiles.
"Thank you for everything."brad wrap his arms around me.
"Thank you for being a loving father to our daughter."i said as I lean against him.
"Always."
*FLASHBACK*
"Violet violet!"Perrie voice echos my office taking me out of my thoughts.
"Were you listening?"I asked.
"Yes i was I'm sorry."I said straightening up in my chair.
"Okay well how you feel about him?"Perrie asked.
"I mean he's the father of my child he was my first love and I know I can't stop thinking about what he did but it's so hard but I have to because I'm so madly in love with him that's not even funny I-"I cut myself when I realized what I said.
"Problem solved."Perrie smirks.
"Take over the office for today."I said as I grab my bag.
"Where you going?"she asked.
"I'm going to tell brad how I feel."I said.
//
"Okay you can do this,you can say it no backing down you're at his front door you can say it, here you go."I said to myself as I took a deep breath and knock on his door.
After a few minutes the door opens and I see brad with messy hair and his sweatpants and a tee-shirt.
"V..violet."brad stutters as he sees me with widen eyes.
"Hey Bradley I need to tell you something."I said and he looks Behind before looking at me again.
"Can we do this later?"brad asked.
"No it can't wait,I was talking to Perrie earlier and I'm started thinking the last night On the bus and I realized I'm still madly in love with you,I'm sorry for being a bitch to you but Bradley I love you And I want to be a fa-"
"Brad are you coming back to bed?"the same blonde from brad first show comes in eye sight with brad shirt on and her underwear with messy hair.
I bite my lip and try to hold back my tears.
"Never mind."I said as I began to walk away.
"No Violet is not what it lo-"
"No is okay i guessed I'm too late."i said as I take his hand off my arm and walk away.
Once I finally get to my car I finally broke down.
This is what I get for being trying to be in love. __________________________ And a heart broken part
