At first that's how it starts
By giving me the attention I have always
Craved then the feelings of
Devotion I wanted to always
Express for another.
Finally I realize just what I'm doing wrong
Giving away all of my love but
Hiding how I truly feel until
I can no longer keep to myself
Jubilation and anxiety running rampant
Kaleidoscope of feelings finding out that you
Literally do not feel the same.
Mistaking kindness for more and regretting the
Notification of how I felt for you
Of what happens in my brain
Picking apart our friendship
Quitting all sensible actions
Reasoning gone out the window
Sadness is all I feel
Trapped in my own mind and
Unintentionally trying to find you, still
Virtuous is trying to make it right,
Wondering if you actually feel the same
Xerox a picture of you to keep in my wallet
Yearning to be with you until the end
Zero thoughts about anything else
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Poems for the Relatable Soul
PoetryJust some poems that I hope some people can relate to. I have been going through a lot and just thought to write about my experiences.