I Just Want Your Company.

19

"RIDICULOUSSSSSSS"! I shout while walking in the house with Jahseh and the rest of the bunch. "Babe you need to stay out of trouble".

"Nah that nigga was asking for it"

Jahseh clasps his hands together. I glare at him. 30 minutes prior Jahseh got into a huge fight after his show. He was beating that nigga's ass so people tried to jump him, causing, Richard, Isaiah, Craig, Ming and Stokeley to jump in. I walk up the stairs and go straight to the bedroom irritated asf. Why doesn't this nigga just listtttteeeeeeeennnnn, I pout.

Isaiah stands at the bottom of the stairwell after he heard me slam the door. "What's wrong with her" he asks.

"She's just in one of her moods" Jahseh sucks his teeth "shes mad I fought tonight".

"Yikes" Isaiah sits on the couch.

"Imma go talk to her" Jahseh starts walking up the stairs. He enters the room and I have his phone just watching videos, I don't ever feel the need to go through it, I trust him.

"Talyn".

I continue laying down and ignoring him.

He sucks his teeth and snatches his phone from me "Talyn"!

I roll my eyes and put a pillow over my head ignoring him even further.

"So it's like that" he mutters.... TALYN! he smacks the fuck out of my ass.

"OWWW WHAT THE FUCK BRUHHH" I yell and roll onto my back.

"I know you hear me tryna fucking talk to you" he rolls his eyes.

"No Im deaf and I can only understand sign language". I rub my butt cuz that shit still hurts.

"Lies because can hear me right now'.

"Nope I can't" I roll over. Jahseh leaves the room and comes back with a marker and dry erase board. He writes "please talk to me" on the board and passes it me".

I sit up and pick up the board. "I'm legally blind I can see, BARLEY".

"OMG TALYN" Jahseh raises his voice. I burst out laughing. "Fine come here" I put my arms out.

I hold him, him laying on top of me and me playing with his ear. "Are you gonna listen now" I chuckle. He nods his head yes. "Good. Now Jahseh I don't want you fighting or having problems with people because a lot of bad things can happen. I love you and care for you so much and-" Jahseh cuts me off "Okay but if a nigga test me I gotta"- "OMGGG" I cut him off. "Okay but you're literally so fucking frustrating why can't you just fucking listen to me" I push him off of me. "What if you go back to jail because of these fights, and what if someone loses a fight with you and they try and hurt you. You can't just attack niggas because they called you out of ya name that is ridiculous".

Jahseh sighs "Talyn you don't understan-"

"NO JAH U DONT UNDERSTAND" tears fall from my face "YOU'RE PRIDE CAN GET YOU KILLED BRUH". Jahseh comes behind me and holds me while kissing on my neck. "Please stop crying".

"Jah".

"Yes"

"Do you remember when you got the elephant tatted on your neck to represent Cinthia, because she taught you to be strong, big, but passive".

"Of course".

"Can you please use what she taught you".

"Im sorry, I know you care about me and I know me getting hurt would hurt you... I will listen and be more careful from now on".

"And stay out of trouble" I look up at him.

"And stay out of trouble" he repeats.

"Great" I smile and kiss his cheek, thats all I asked".

I get up and go down the hall to bother Donald like I always do. I open the door and see him snuggled up with his ex edie, they stare at me. Rage fills my entire body. I black out.

"Her face was fucked up and my hands were bloody. We were in the playground things were getting muddy. The teacher broke us up after I broke her, and my one true love called me a M O N S T E R."