Who hurt you...
I always wonder that about my ex.
Nothing has ever hurted as much as your absence.I used to lay down next to her.And now there's only nothingness.Nothing has been the same after you left.Deep down i already know why you left.But a part of me doesn't want to accept the fact that you're gone.I messed up, i really did..I asked too much of you, knowing that you couldn't offer it to me.Your situation was so much different to mine, yet i always found excuses to compare them.Your dad doesn't like me, i distracted you from your schoolwork and made you stay up at night.Things i really shouldn't have done.
I loved your attention.I loved how much you were willing to do for me.I loved how you wanted to stay with me forever.Yet i mistreated you and used your love for me against you.It was i who hurt you, and i deeply apologize for it.
Who hurt you? I did-J
