I make my home. I park my car and walk my way up to my room. I drag the red suitcase from under my bed and fill it with the things I need. Clothes are the first in the suitcase, then other crap like my toiletries and my journals. Then I empty my backpack and put my money, jacket and passport. And anything else I considered I needed.
I wrote a quick note to my family to not worry. I also incuded I wouldn't be back for a while and I am a big girl now and can take care of myself.
I left the note on my bed and headed out with my backpack and suitcase. I threw my suit case in my boot and put my backpack in the passager seat. I was ready to go but could not push myself to start the car. I was ready to be on my own, but yet i couldn't go. I was pulled out of my thoughts when a knuckle tapped on the passager window, causing me to jump in fright. I looked over to where the noise came from and saw the one person I did not want to see at the moment.
"what do you want?" I tried yelling through the window of the car. He obviously didn't hear me. He tried to open the door but it was locked. I unlocked the door, unsure of what to expect from him. He jumped in the car without saying a word. He just stared.
"What do you want?" I repeat to him.
"why are you not at school?"
" I could ask you the same question"
"I'm sick" he said fainty while looking out the frosted window.
"Oh i'm so sure. Why would you be outside in the middle of winter if your sick?" I raised my eyebrows at him but was still very curious about him
"Not your buisness, is it?"
I give no reply but a look at his baby face with a stubble.
"Exactly. Anyway what are you doing?" He asked very curouisly.
"I'm leaving" I say faintly, mocking the same actions as he did not to long ago.
"To where?"
"uhhh.. and that's your buisness how?" I replied, bringing back the attitude.
"Well, where ever your going i'm coming too" He fastened his seat belt and got comfortable.
"uh no, no your not"
"uh yea I am" His eyes locked with mine and I pulled my eyes from his.
"No"
"Yes I am"
"N-"
"Azalia, please I beg"
"why could I?" The longer I sat there with no heat on the more I felt I was going to die. He was obviously cold to, his arms where close to his body and his hands where in his armpits.
"Azalia, Im dieing to go see the world and I know thats what your going out to do" He took my hand and placed his hand on mine. I loooked down at our hand placement.
"No you not going to do this, your not coming. Get out of my car now" I may have said way to forcefully. He jumped back in shock. I ripped my hand from beneath his. "You know what your doing, so don't give me that look. I'm not your doll you can manipulate. Josh please get out and leave me alone"
"Know what Azalia! Forget you, i'm done trying with you!" He jumped out of the car and slammed he door behind him. I sigh in relief and lean back against my seat, now noticing how tense I was. I turn the keys and start the engine and pull out of the driveway. I drive away from the one person who hurt me the most. I drive away from the life I know. Ready to start something new.
