illusions,
trapped me into confusing.
a sinner at heart,
baby, i've slipped too far.
my head tell me to leave,
before it gets to deep.
but my heart...
my heart tells me to stay,
knowing it'll be better that way.
i'm rebellious,
baby i'm somewhat selfish.
knowing i can have the world,
but not wishing for diamonds and pearls.
simply craving you,
being your one and only,
missing you when i'm lonely,
or hurting.
trying my hardest to stay positive,
knowing my persona is all a lie,
losing myself,
hiding it away on the top shelf.
why can't you see that i'm not me,
but you still mean too much to me...
leave.
