u + me

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hewwo !!

it's been a while since i've bothered writing here,, i've just been ridiculously busy

my mental health feels like it's getting worse more and more everyday,, i hate it so much

probably because i don't sleep enough at night

i'm stressed and anxious 

my life's been a chaotic mess for the last week, and although most of it is personal, long story short, one of my former teachers got arrested abt something that makes me uncomfortable to even think about

so imagine your entire school making jokes abt something that makes you ultra uncomfortable, and feeling like shit 24/7?

ugh

anyways, some closure on the "crush" thing i guess

i confessed a long while back, and honestly, i still don't know how he felt back. he never replied. its just................ an awkward subject between us now.. but we're still friends.

he keeps forcing me to hug him and keeps saying "i love u" but its def a joke, especially with more context.

honestly this school year has been dog shit but at least winter breaks soon!!

ttyl <3