Part Eight: Minho decided to do what?

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(Mentions of attempted suicide. Read at own risk. Also very soft and fluffy throughout the chapter.)

Felix:

I woke up to the sun shining in my face. I whined and buried my head under the covers, and closer to Minho hyung. I knew I shouldn't have fallen for him. But I couldn't help it.. He was really sweet last night. Okay now I need to pee. I tried to get his arms off of me, but he tightened his grip. I pouted. "Hyung..." I whined. "I need to pee..." Minho hyung chuckled and let me go, "be quick. I wanna cuddle you more."

I blushed. I slowly crawled out of bed, and limped to the bathroom once I felt pain in my bum. Imma smack him for making me not be able to walk. I went to the bathroom, washed my hands and walked back to my room. I'm wearing hyung's shirt. Am I complaining? No, I'm not. But, if my friends come over, I'll have to explain... Once I laid down, Minho hyung pulled me closer to him. I sighed in content, and curled into his side.

Just as I was about to fall asleep again, I heard knocking. I whined and cuddled closer to Minho hyung. Whoever it is needs to go away. Minho whispered, "want me to answer the door, baby boy?" I nodded and whined, "I don't wanna get up." Minho chuckled and got up.

Minho:

I walked to the front door. I looked out of the peep hole and saw Lixie's friends. If they see me, they'll get angry. But do I care? Nope. I opened the door, "can I help you?" Hyunjin looked at me, "what the fuck are you doing here you psycho?" Imma pretend like that didn't bother me. "I stayed the night. Got a problem with that you fucking tree?"

Hyunjin snorted, "you salty I'm taller?" I shook my head, "nah, I'm mad you fuckers think you know what's best for Lix." Hyunjin went to say something when I heard a sleepy, "Hyungs? Can you keep it down?" I turned around and looked at Felix, "sorry, love." Felix pouted, "come back to bed.."

I smiled softly, "I will in a second." Felix nodded and went back upstairs. I looked at Tree and Shorty, "if y'all don't mind, I gotta go back and cuddle him. Bye Tree, and Shorty." As I closed the door, Hyunjin yelled, "we have names you prick!" I ignored him and made my way upstairs.

I walked back to Felix's room and nearly coped. He must've gotten cold because now he's wearing my hoodie. He looks a lot tinier than before. It's cute. He started sitting with me at lunch a few weeks ago. His friends didn't like that, but calmed down when they seen Seungmin with me. Seems they almost forgot Felix was friends with my younger brother.

Felix started talking again two weeks ago. He was really upset after his parents died. I gotta admit, it's mainly my fault for how he is now. I was at the airport the day he moved here.

When I seen Felix get off that plane, I don't know what possessed me think to torture his poor soul. I had found out that he transferred to YG University immediately after he settled in and planned out how I was gonna burn the place with him in it. I seen him look upset when his friends died, and that's when I started regretting my decision.

If it weren't for me, he wouldn't be struggling, and his friend from Australia wouldn't have had to come here to protect him from me. He'd have lots of friends at college. He wouldn't need physical therapy and regular therapy. He'd be... Happy if it weren't for me...

If I wasn't so possessive over him, he'd have lots of friends, his parents would be here, and he wouldn't have attempted... Yes, he attempted. But I was there to save him right before it was too late. I made him throw up the pills and still brought him to the hospital to make sure they were all gone.

I noticed the scars on his sides, and thighs, and couldn't help but blame myself because if I think about it, it was my fault. All of his pain and suffering is because of me... Okay. Decision made. I'm gonna try and stop being a criminal for him. I can't take back what I did, but I can try harder to be a better person for my LixLix..

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