*Lea*
"Stacys mom has got it going on, she's all I want and I've waited for so long!!!" We screeched at the top of our lungs as we danced around the dressing room. Not thinking twice about who we were disturbing and not caring either. You put us alone together and we're the only two people on that planet. It's the way it had always been.
All of a sudden the music came to an abrupt stop and we almost fell onto each other as we tried to stop spinning. I laughed with him before I realized I was the only one laughing now because he wasn't looking at me anymore. He was looking at her. I sighed gently as I balanced myself and watched him walk over to her, wasting no time in cupping her face with his hands and kissing her.
I looked away trying to settle my stomach, something about seeing the two of them together made me feel so uncomfortable and I wasn't so sure what it was.
The others boys all laughed, making the typical comments you would be expecting such as "Oh God not again" or "Get it Mikey!" I rolled my eyes and busied myself with fixing my messy hair in the mirror. She had ignored my existence from the moment I met her last week, it was only fair I ignored her too.
"Well, we're gonna go now guys, see you later, Fifa yeah?" I heard him say and I sighed gently not bothering to turn around because I knew he'd be gone without waiting for anybodies replies anyways. Whenever Ariana was around it was all about her all the time. It was quite tiring actually. The problem was I wasn't rude enough to tell him to shut up so I had to put up with it.
"Hey you alright Lee?" I looked up to see Luke and I nodded offering a small smile "Yeah I'm fine, why wouldn't I be?" I shrugged and looked up at him, even if I wore heels I'd have to look up at him, it's what I get for being so short I guess.
"I dunno you just looked a little sad after Ariana came in here, sorry, we just couldn't handle listening to her talk about shoes anymore so we had to hunt down Michael to take her away, she's just soooo boring" he yawned for effect and I giggled lightly shaking my head. "I'm fine Luke, besides it's not like if I wasn't he'd notice..." I said glancing down at my shoes.
I felt Luke's hand on my shoulder and I looked up at him again "Just don't worry about Mikey, he's an idiot for ever picking her over you, but hey, at least now you can come with us and play Mario Kart" he wiggled his eyebrows and I laughed, he had a point though, usually I had to sit out because it was a four player game. "Alright fine, you're on Hemmings" I said with a smirk, Luke had never actually said it. But I could tell he knew my secret.
I liked Michael, like a whole lot. He's been my best friend literally since we were in diapers and we knew everything there was to know about each other. He was just so darn cute, how could I not fall for him? But I had made a promise to myself to never tell anyone, I didn't want Michael to hate me and I sure as hell didn't want to have to put up with his girlfriend whining at me to back off of her man. God she was annoying.
I walked with the guys towards the bus, not minding when Luke slipped his hand into mine because he was only doing it to make sure I didn't get lost in the crowd and besides, we were friends, it was normal. Sitting down on the bus I bit my lower lip and checked my phone before moving my legs so the boys could sit down.
"You guys were great on stage earlier" I said quietly, realizing I hadn't actually gotten a chance to tell them that yet. They were always great, I hadn't really been that involved in the band stuff back when they were in Ashton's garage, mostly because Michael always insisted having me there would distract him.
But now I was lucky enough to get to see them out on stage every other night more or less, it was amazing really to see them do something they're so passionate about. They'd found that one thing they loved doing over anything else. I hadn't. I had no clue what I wanted to do with my future, and that's why I was spending my gap year on tour with the four idiots I like to call my best friends.
I just haven't found anything that's really...me.
"Thanks Lee, It's probably because Ashton was so hyper though" Calum said rolling his eyes.
"Hey, you guys are always great, Ashton's hyperness or not" I said with a shrug and as the conversation ended the Mario Kart marathon began.
I don't really remember falling asleep, all I know was that Ashton and I were winning before I did.
