Meant To Be

actually considering

(Layla is at the top)
I wake up in my bed and don't hear Dave I'm surprised he didn't try to have sex with me or anything so far. Maybe this nigga really is different and I should give him a chance after all he's somebody I would want to have my babies yesirrrr. I grab my phone and call my cousin layla we were partially best friends I loved her soooo much she's was the best person I could ever ask for
Ring ring ring
Layla:yes babyyyy
Lana:mi Amor I missed youuuu, you will never guess where I am at!
Layla already knowing where I'm at because little does everyone know we watch Dave leave his house every day and enter it.
Layla:bitchhhh I know you did not, you nasty heffa did he hit yet?
Lana:no lay its different with him....don't make it seem like I'm nasty or sum
Layla:no bebe never that I just know how you get down, but I gotta go love got work to do i love you
Lana:I love you more babes
Click,the phone hangs up
I'm alone finally and I sit and reminisce on all the shit I been through and how i really used to fuck different niggas and would punish myself for it because I felt dirty. I say and rocked myself and cried myself to sleep because I hated thinking less of myself it hurt me deep down real bad.
The door opens and I instinly jump awake cuz nigga scared me💀
Dave comes in to check on me he sees I been crying cuz of the dry tears n dry snot on my nose, yea I know how embarrassing
"Ma what's wrong why you been crying beautiful ?"
And here I go crying my eyes out slobbing and every thing. I don't talk I don't want to i just want to be held and that's when he wraps his arms around me
" its gone be okay baby girl talk whenever your ok, but we not leaving till yo do mama cuz I need to know what's wrong with baby girl"
I let go if his grip n just stare into his eyes very confused
"Why you looking at Me like that?" he says
"Because I don't know if this is a trick or you really into me before i tell you why I'm crying ."
" cmon tell me pretty pleaseeeeee" Dave said sticking hip lip out and making his eyes big. He was so cute i wanted to kiss hit face but instead I said
" if I tell you do you promise not to look at me differently or judge me?"
"Pinky promise." he stuck out his pinky finger and I locked our together and then I poured it all out.
"I'm before I met you I was disgusting I fucked all my problems away, like litteraly fucked if a nigga was down I was fucking him...didn't matter who didn't matter what...I just did it I never felt loved before I used to want to kill myself after high school I went crazy..."
Dave just stared....because he was in shock of how such a sweet girl could just do that and ruin her life like that he was very upset but she wasn't his so he thought its not his problem. Got up up and walked out. He went to his room and turned his back to the door falling asleep thinking of the promise he made to her and then he was sleep.
When he got up he noticed she wasn't there and he went insane because he promised her and he broke it he never wanted to hurt her and now everything is going to shit so fast before it ever began.