Only Friendship?

PART 4 (End)

Fanfic written by andreaximena1997 💞💞

Saint couldn't take it anymore and started crying.

While Park tried to calm him.

After a few hours he calmed down, and his Phi began to speak.

- Nong, I know you were upset about what happened but, why were you so impulsive? What you said hurt a lot Zee, you know he's been my friend for a long time and I love him like a brother, and with your words, You finished the last hope he had about you.

Saint was sorry for everything what happened, he wanted to talk, but he didn't know what to say.

Seeing the silence of his Nong, Park continued.

-Nong, what do you feel for Zee?

-I think I like him more than a friend.

-I think? Do you want me to give you some advice?

Saint nodded.

-Well, because of your way of acting, it is obvious that you like him and he has loved you for a long time, but he did not want to tell you, cause he does not want to lose your friendship, in addition, when you talk to him, you didn't let him confess and you were already rejecting him. Did you put yourself in his shoes? Also, after the jealousy scene you did, he understood that you really liked him, so he confessed to you, how did you feel to know what he felt?

- I was very happy, I felt a warmth in my chest, he said directly.

- Then, why didn't you let us explain well what we talked among the boys?

-Phi I ...

- Why did you let go of those cruel words? Everyone knows what you feel, but apparently you don't.

Saint felt too guilty, since he had hurt a person so valuable to him, that he had been supporting him at all times, in addition to enduring so much for him, now he understood, the one behind the actions of his Phi.

Who would endure so many attacks without responding? Who pleased you in everything to see you happy? Who put your tastes over his? Who was accompanying you not only in your moments of happiness, but also in those of sadness? .

Who always cares about you, even a simple cold?

He felt so stupid, for being so blind to not understand Zee's feelings, and the only thing he did was to destroy a person who loved him.

- I don't know what to do, he said sobbing.

Park thought of another plan, but this time he would do it alone.

-I think the best thing will be to take distance for a while, so you can reflect a bit, since he still loves you but who knows, maybe he wants to forget what he feels for you.

-I don't want P'Zee to stop loving me.

- Zee will always love you, maybe now just as a friend, is that enough for you?

- I don't know, I feel confused.

-Give him space, and it will help you to clarify your feelings.

- Thanks for talking to me, you must be upset because I hurt P'Zee.

- I only ask that if in the end you decide to love him only as a friend, do not do actions that excite him by implying that they can be more than that, well I'll go to see him, see you, think about what I told you.

It had been 2 weeks since he had that conversation with P'Park.

He still didn't know what he felt about his Phi, did he look in a loving relationship? When he kissed him he felt so full and happy, what would he feel if P'Zee kissed someone else? That caused a great pain in his chest, no, he would not accept that, Zee was only his, he had to love him alone, but that was not being selfish?, but sometimes love is not like that ?, you want the person you love to be with you consenting to you , loving you, always supporting you, No, he wouldn't settle for just his friendship, that made him open his eyes and make a decision.