You are the reason

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Mingyu watched Jeonghan eat. He still can't believe that Jeonghan is actually in front of him as if nothing happens.

"I'm sorry... I shouldn't have used you.." He starts and the other stops eating and listens to whatever Mingyu will say.

"Ok... continue... I'm listening..." Jeonghan said and Mingyu sigh.

"All I want to say is that I'm very sorry for whatever I've done to you," Mingyu said with his eyes almost pleading.

"I just want to know one thing Mingyu," Jeonghan said softly and Mingyu stop.

"Did you.... did you ever love me? No... I mean did you even felt something while we're together." Jeonghan asked and his hand starts to shake. His anticipation for Mingyu's answer is killing him inside.

"Jeonghan..." Mingyu said in his shaky voice also and he even tried to reach for his hand.

"Just answer it Mingyu." He said trying to make his voice firm.

"I.... was just doing it for the test and for the sex. I was frustrated because Wonwoo and I just broke up. He doesn't want to use the drug we made so I have to look for another person. I saw you... I saw you in one of the charity events in Paris and decided that you will be perfect for it..." Mingyu said and he noticed Jeonghan's tears flowing from his eyes. He tries to wipe it but Jeonghan refuses and uses his fingers instead.

"How dare you use me like that? I really want to hate you Mingyu but I can't. Because I love you, it was so stupid of me to give meaning to every fucking attention you show me. But what can I do, I'm just one of your little experiments. Congratulations Mingyu you did great." He said standing up.

"Wait Jeonghan." Mingyu holds his hand and he looked at their hands one last time.

"I won't wait anymore Mingyu." He said and turn his back only to see Wonwoo standing not far from their table. He walked passed Wonwoo and went straight outside where Joshua is waiting for him. He immediately enveloped Jeonghan into a warm tight hug.

"Are you sure about this?" Seungcheol asked Jeonghan. He is currently looking at himself all dressed in a white and sky-blue suit that really makes him more angelic or majestic.

"Yes, Cheollie. We already talked about it." Jeonghan said looking at the mirror one last time before facing Seungcheol who is wearing a navy blue three-piece suit that makes him more look like a businessman rather than a superstar hip-hop idol.

"If you say so. I'll be with you all the way, btw... Jihoon sends you these." Showing Jeonghan a few medications. Jihoon has been a heaven-sent for Jeonghan. The other makes sure that he gets the best treatment because he got a very special condition.

"Tell him I already Miss him," Jeonghan said checking what Cheol gave him and get a few and drink it.

"Just call him. He's worried about you, especially when I told him that you talked to Mingyu and it didn't go as good as we expect." Seungcheol said giving him a glass of water.

"We're expecting the most of all most scenario Cheollie," Jeonghan said smiling at him but the other is too worried to even smile. Seungcheol is worried about what can happen at the event.

"Jeonghan! You looked good!" One of the reporters said and the other smiled at him and pose for the camera more. Cheol is beside him holding his waist and smiling at the photographers.

"We should get inside Jeonghan." He whispered and Jeonghan wave one last time and they both went inside the venue.

Jeonghan looked around and found people familiar to him. He was greeted by different people that he can't even remember their name. He just sighs and holds into Seungcheol's arm.