The BEST is....

Being first and fool,me

Young and bright sunrise has waken me up.Warm sunlight is touching my skin up only to make feel I'm foreign here.I'm on a flight which is leading towards London and will get there at about in a few hours. I can't even believe myself to be here with other exchange students as me whom I never knew before. I feel so lonely, at the same time very proud of myself to pass the entrance exam and feel so hopeful that I'm going to able to make the access to my ambition,also.By the way my ambition is to be a full-fledged psychological doctor.

The dim but pleasant weather make my desire to be back home grow. My brake-broken mind is floating back to the past.

I'm a medical student specializing in psychology. I'm just an ordinary girl who doesn't care about how people will think about my wearings but cares about how people will consider about her moral.Like my idol is a prim lady like my mum.But sometimes I think that if it is exactly I would really like to be,to be my mum type. It's very often that I act like a playful bitch or an angry bird to the people around me,but especially to my parents. I doubt myself I'm pretending such a gentle lady but inside I'm not. I'm just trying to. And I have to be an prim model of everyone because my motherland I'm living,the nation full of many beautiful cultures,sometimes strict ones,is Myanmar. It's a golden country full of glittering pagodas, breathtaking landscapes, emerald green-blue waterparts and so on.Not only it has wonderful scenes in southeast Asia but also a large load of heritage and tradition as I have mentioned somewhere. According to our tradition,Myanmar women have to be careful, smooth and formal in others' sights. So I have to be prim,pious to our Buddha(I but totally accept this fact). I supposed to be like one of them though I don't even like.

My name is ''Kay Linn Su'', but my friends usually call like ''K'' which I think more comfortable and shorter to call.

I'm only one guy in my family. In my younger years, I thought that it would be good to be alone so I don't need to fight with other disapproving siblings,of course. But now when I become a nineteen-year-old girl, I wish I would have an elder sister or sort of ones to be able to chat stuff like fancies, dreams, crush, shows, latest songs, such things.When I always think about why I'm alone, I get very disappointed in my parents. What's the problem with them of having another kid before or after me? My family is a quiet one with little communication with one another. They often barely know what kind of things is happening in me when I've got in a load of trouble. And for me, it's also vice versa yet.

Although I'm not master at being a nodding teenage as they wish me to in my family, I've always try to be a good friend for my friends,indeed. Actually, I have a boyfriend who has been really lovely and romantic. He is intense and easily violent sometimes as much as he is sweet. In his normal situation he's such a gentleman but inside of him he's not ,just like me. But he seems to love me so much and I believe him too. Because he was my first love, also. I have to take much time to make him understand and just let me go. I didn't want to do so but I know this would be a much more change of my life and career.But I don't realize how long this scholarship would be.They just said the institude would last about five years to get a degree from that and I have to start my career there as an apprentice.But everything isn't so sure,like blur with mist.

One touch from the Japanese girl sitting next to me,''Yuri'' I think, takes my thoughts into reality.

''Hey K, the staff annouced that the plane will be landing soon,'' she informs me.

''So soon? Do you know when we're on land, what will be their plans?''I ask her though I already know the answer is 'no'.

''I dunno actually. But let's guess.On this flight there're only five students with their plans.I think they'll take us to school first and then make us decide,'' she says as she taking her coat on.

''What do you just mean by decide?''I try to open her up.

She frowns and says ''Likely to be Accommodation or things like you asked.''

I purse my lips and sigh for the tenth time,I guess. As my habit, I begin to think if I have to stay with 'Yuri' who I barely know.          I doubt if we can get on well as my former friends. If she's constant in this condition, she would be my best friend.She seems to be open and sweet much more than I can be.She is a happy type which I want to be always. As she is also an Asian,we could be understand each other than other Westerners.Her appearence is good enough to be a gentle lady. She is a bit shorter than me but has also fine curves than me.Her hair is curly and black. I hope she will be my closest friends in this 'Oxford'.Will I be right to think her as my mate,won't I?

(It's my first step into this world.I started this with my this fan fiction for One Direction bec I love them so much more than I can ever imagine.Please keep reading.I'm not trying you to vote me.I don't deserve it yet.I know it.I just trying to be more closer with you.That's all.LOL)