Recap: you walk in and see
Y: Dad...
D: hey sweetie
I go to him hug him really tight and just cry
Y: i-i-i thought you w-w- were dead
D: I just had to say that to get money so I can bye my...um...stuff but I'm here now
Y: but you left me when I was born you denied me as your child you said you did not love me I had to grow up without a fucking dad in my life i had 18 birthdays without you I made it through middle school without you dad I'm tired of getting hurt all the time why come in my life now just why I don't need you no more daddy I'ma make it through college and go beyond and I'ma be big daddy and I'ma do it without you I'ma get married have kids AND IMA BE A BETTER FUCKING PARENT THEN YOU i did everything by myself I'm pretty sure I can do it again...
D: baby wait
Y: just plz get out!
My dad leaves and i cry i just cry all the pain out i then get up and take a shower and walk out i walk to Jabez house to talk to him when i see his big brother they all were smoking and drinking and Jabez walk up to me
Y: hey so I've been thinking about all the shit that has been happening lately and I just wanna know one thing... did you love me when you did it
J: I never stopped loving you y/n I was in the lowest place ever my father made me join a gang and now there are people after me but that does not make it right... but it's the truth...
Y: okay...
I just walk away
J: wait were are you going
I stop walking and turn around and talk to him
Y: I forgive you but I can't forget cuz if you loved me and you did that what else would you do... Bye jay
J: ...
I walk home I put my hoddie on and just look down At the sidewalk I get home I take a shower and get dressed I sit on my bed and I put my knees up to my chest and hold my legs and I just cry I cry and cry and cry I wipe my tears and look at the pocket knife on my dresser and I grab it and cut I just cut lines in my arm I put my speaker on and turn it to the loudest volume and play numb by x
I can't believe that I am going through all this stuff I have no one to turn to in my life I have no one to tell me everything is ok I have no one...
I turn off my music and go to sleep
Next day
I get up take a shower and get ready for school I was still in pain from last night I can't believe I cut lines in my arm
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abusive boyfriend
Fanfictionyou finally got with the guy of your dreams that you have been crushing on for 4 years but then on day out of no where he starts be abusive and overprotective to you what will you do what will happen read more to find out (love y'all💕)