~before you came~

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This chapter was requested by DorseyCheyenneM

Delirious' p.o.v

I walked in the mall, my girlfriend (r/n) (rivals name) has to be here somewhere... I love her... But she's been acting distant lately, I'm going to confront her today. I walked through the mall and ran into some fans, of course, I did, I don't go in crowded places without my mask.

"Babe!" I heard my girlfriends voice call, I turned around to see her smile, I grinned and started walking towards her, but then my face dropped when I saw her run into the arms of another man, she kissed him with passion, her eyes shut and a smile so big, my heart felt as if it shattered into a million piece's. She opened her eyes and seen me.

" d-delirious! " she smiled and waved, and it seemed like a true sincere smile "this is my brother" she said with almost complete certainty... Almost... How many times have I seen her with another man and it was a 'family member'?...

"No he isnt... your the only child your parents have" I growled, tears bluring my vision. "I-I can explain-!" she started now wide eyed and scared.

"No, you can't explain, there's nothing to explain" I turn around, calling my friends Evan to meet me at a food court with the guys, Lui, David, and Luke.

I walked with my hood up, looking at my phone changing contact "babe" to "cheating ex", with my headphones in. I didn't notice that i ran into a girl until we were both on the ground. My earphones knocked out of my ears.

"Oof" I heard her say, laughing lightly like it was funny or she charliehorsed herself.

"Sorry" I say getting up, holding out my hand for her to take, she reached up and took it, our eyes made contact and I couldn't help but feel my heart skip a beat, her eyes were a beautiful shade of (e/c) that reflected the lights in the room making it seem like a million shards of diamonds flew around us.

"Thanks" she smiled and my heart dropped at the sight.

"No problem" I picked up my phone and there were no scratches.

"(Y/n)!" a male voice called her. We both looked over, as Evan walked over, "ah! You met Jon" he smiled, "jon, meet my younger sister, (y/n)" he introduces us.

"Um, evan, something happened" I mumble.

"What happened?" he asked, confusion displaying on his face.

"She cheated on me" I fought the urge to let pain show "I know you all tried to warn me, but I still can't believe she actually did it" I say recalling the many times they had told me she had tried flirting with them or tried seducing them.

"Its okay, as long as you don't let it affect your content on YouTube" he smiles, ease creeped its way into my mind as he started making jokes and telling me weird things that him and (y/n) used to do as kids. years passed by and I found myself developing feelings towards her, we were closer friends than me and the guys. I can't tell anyone how I feel because a) if word were to get to Evan, I wouldn't live to see the next day,

And b) how would that help? There's nothing they could do to help me.

"Jon?" (y/n) tugs on my sleeve "earth to Jon"

"Oh, yeah?" I ask.

"We were-" she gave a nervous grin but I cut her off "(y/n)?" i needed to know if she feels the same.

"Yes?"

"Do you like someone?" i asked bluntly, her face turns red and she kind of jumps "w-what do you ask?" she looks down to avoid me seeing her crimson face "no reason, but do you?" I chuckle my insane way.

"Yes, he's perfect" she smiles, nervpusly, at least it sounds like she is, her face is still downwards.

"Details, gurl" I try to hide my pain.

"He has these beautiful eyes, sometimes when i'm with him, I can't believe how I had survived life without him, he has nice hair that's so soft that I cant get enough of him" she sighed, her face now facing towards me, but she was looking at me, but the way she spoke, I could tell she was somewhere else. "I really hope he accepts my feelings when I tell him about how I feel" she pulls out a little letter, it had her beautiful handwriting on it, it read 'to :- 'I couldn't read anything else due to her hands in the way.

"I hope you guys can be together and you find whatever your looking for in thus guy" I held back my pain behind my mask, I couldn't show her I was hurt, at least Evan w/o t get mad at me... Time went by and it came to a point where she had to head home before Evan thinks she's dead or kidnapped and he rips the world apart. She left, she had a raincoat, but I doubt the weather would let her be comfortable, she denied my request to drive her home, so she left, my house became quiet. I went to go sit on the couch and started to let some tears fall, I looked around the room and my eyes landed on the letter she wrote for the lucky guy. I picked it up, I need to know the guys name so I can hunt him down. I turned the letter around, it didn't have the name on the outside, I opened it carefully so I could close it again.

Dear jon,

I know me and you have been friends for about a year now, I don't really know how to write these things, jeez... Who am I joking? I'm just going to say/write this, ever since you knocked me off my feet(literally) at the mall the first time we met, you seemed to have made me fall for you, by the time you get this, I should be at a good distance, I most likely left this note here on purpose or it fell out of my pocket, but I hope you can accept my feelings, or if its to soon after what (r/n) did to you, than I'm sorry for ruining our friendship, if you ignore me its understandable, but before you came, I didn't know how to love, and I owe it all to you...

My eyes widened, without thinking, I put on my combat boots and ran out the door, it was raining hard, I could barely see in front of me, my black t-shirt was soaked and I could feel numbness consume my body from the spiking sensation of coldness of the rain, I can't stop, she means everything to me, I can't wait, not after reading that, I kept running, not stopping, even if my body cried in protest.

"(Y/n)!" I called out, I kept calling out to her, but no responses were heard. I kept running until I ran into a girl, before she hit the ground I caught her, her (e/c) eyes sparkled and her cheeks turned pink.

"You really have a thing for catching me huh" she grins. "Only after a surprise I do" I say with a devilish grin, her eyes widen, realizing that I had read the letter, I leaned down and kissed her, I made her stand, she wrapped her arms around my neck as I snaked my arms around her waist, I pulled her closer, our bodies so close, she melted into the kiss, our eyes shut, not just mine this time, I tilted my head, deepening the kiss, but froze to the sound of a holler "GET THE FUCK OFF MY SISTER!" Evan yelled running towards me, I pulled away and she grinned, and I ran for my life, i'm glad I at least got a kiss before my life ended from Evan... I laugh at myself, I wouldn't know what love would have felt without her, before she came, I don't know what I would call love...


Sorry this took long to make, but I kinda got writers block, though Dorsey gave great detail, I just needed time yo sort out the pieces, amywho, I hope you guys enjoyed it! Requests are still opened,

-🌹Nana-rose🌹

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